ok. so.
i hate this.
friends? yeah fucking right.

sakjfhajfk i cant even sit down and write in my stupid useless livejournal about this/anything anymore.
this is pointless.

it's strange.
but,
i miss you.

i wish i had enough courage to actually do it instead of just constantly thinking about it.

its pathetic that i havent talked to you at all since my internet has been broken.
how fucking fake is this?

and i was totally wrong.
i need out of here. 
i need to go to college tomorrow. ugh college. i'm not going to get into any school that i want because i was such a slacker freshman year. and then im going to be back right where i am now. hating ( Read more... )

so things seem to be finally looking up.
new faces. new places.
thank fucking god.
i needed this change more than anything in the world.
and for once, im seriously happy with these people.
and they get me. and theyre real. and theyre honest.
and their minds are in the right place.

this is all so fake.

and i'm sadly just now realizing that it was never real.

i died last night.
andrew mcmahon. holy fucking shit.
and he played Me and The Moon by Something Corporate.
best show ever.
i am in loooovvveeeee.

this is why i don't do this.

goddammittttttttttttttt.

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ahgahjkgfshfaahhhhggglkhhh.

i hate school.

but i really like my art history class.
and chris garza.
that is all.