Wow.

[lisselirinen]

There is this thing that I've been considering doing, but I hadn't really committed to it, because I wasn't ready to let go of it just yet. But now I'm going to be forced to do it, and I'm about crying. It's interesting how you sometimes don't appreciate something that you have while you have it, but when it is going to be taken from you, you

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[jesskastar]

Trust me, I know. It's been hard NOT saying anything - cuz you know how that would have been taken.

*hugs tight* Trust me, while it's hard, it's ok too. Things are changing left and right and you will be known for the last to hold it as it was before it changes to what it will be. This is an honored position to be in. Also, think of the positives that you have been privy to and able to accomplish because of this opportunity, hold onto them.

[lisselirinen]

How did you know about it? *arch* I swear, you have ears everywhere. Are you sure that you joined the right Ajah? *look*

It's ok, because you know what? In the last 3 years, we've become a different group of people, we're stronger, and I honestly don't see this breaking us. I just think that it'll be fun to watch them trying to get enough applications every 18 months. :P *lol* I'll be on a blanket eating popcorn. :P

[jesskastar]

I was at the Admin meeting getting snuggles bc I had just lost my job. ;)

Oh, it will take a lot more to break any group. ;) Though it is good to hear that things are in a better place.

[lisselirinen]

Ahh. Brat :P Sorry about the job :(

As for the breaking, yes, that is true, and yes, we are really really good, actually.

The private murmurings are more severe than the public ones, but nothing too terrible.

[blackwiidow]

i hate when you're in a situation like that, where the choice is forced from your hand and made for you. regardless of the situation, that sucks. i'm sorry you're going through that, and i wish you courage and strength to deal with it. *hugs*

[lisselirinen]

Thanks, Fi! :) I've come to terms with it, though it still pisses me off to no end that I'm being forced...I'm stubborn and I like to make my own decisions...a bit like Bella, there! *lol* I just hate it when people make me do something that I didn't have the chance to do first.

Oh well, though. Thanks for your support love! :)

[estaliayellow]

*snuggles*

Love you bunches hun... all will be well.

[lisselirinen]

Yes, it will. And I'll be FREE! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

[eireann8]

*snugs* Hey, it might even be nice to be able to take a step back from things and take a break from being all official. :P

[lisselirinen]

Yes, it will, but I wanted to do it on my terms, not because someone told me that I had to, you know?

[eireann8]

Understandable. ;)