who bought me the special edition Sin City DVD??

...

oh, right. me. i bought it for me.
because i have no boyfriend, no girlfriend, no lovers and no pals.

whine, whine, whine

i watch baseball now.
*whispers*
hideki matsui is a god.

We left the car in a gravel depression along the side of the road, loaded our arms with a sleeping back and a cooler, and found a level patch among the ferns and dead trees and baby pines ( Read more... )

1. Sebastian would occasionally brush my hair into my face and then go into something akin to a rapture, cryng, "you're so beautiful i can't even look at you!"

2. he would say with complete honesty and innocence, "you should be a model" or "you have a body like a mermaid"

i have some black hairs on my neck, and they make me feel like i'm not really a woman.

i choose not to throw away terrible things that i don't want anymore. mostly ugly gifts given to me by my parents. if i throw them out, surely they'll notice and think i don't love them anymore.

if i throw them out, surely when they die i'll be steeped in guilt.

when i listen to the french CD that robert made me or the german cd that sebastian made me i start sobbing because i think the only thing left i have of their love is the music.

everything profound i figured out about my sexuality while i was talking to elizabeth last night has been forgotten.

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