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I have so much to say and i wish i could find a way to say it all and have it make sense, but i just cant ever put how i feel into words, i get too jumbled in my own thoughts.Wanting something is when you don't want to live without it. Needing something is when you can't live without it. I am more then in need of something. God. To me, yes it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but it hurts even more to love someone and never find the courage to tell them how you feel, don't waste your words if you don't mean them, but don't hold them in if it's what your heart is telling you to say. i think god wants us to meet the wrong people before we meet the right one, that way when we find the right one we know what we have, and can be grateful for the gift. I was asked the other day what i thought love was, and i think love is when you take away the romance, the passion, and everything, and you still care for that person. I really can't describe what love is, love is a feeling, and feelings can't be put into words. People say you don't know what you've got til you lose it, that's true, but we also don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. When you're given love it won't be perfect, but the happiest people don't make the best of everything, they make the most of what they've got. Nobody in life is perfect, until you fall in love with them. Then it's true love, and true love is when you love someone without reason, you just do. You don't need to provide yourself proof..your heart is more then enough evidence. The good things in life are those that are worth waiting for, but you should stop wishing for something to happen, and start working for it. you met them for a reason so work for whats meant to be, you cant expect it to just happen, it's like no matter how many mistakes i've made in my life, how many things i've done wrong i know i must have done something right cause it lead me to you.