Comments | literallyjohn: randomness

literallyjohn

randomness

Dec 20, 2005 00:36

so this little crush i have has somehow turned into a major one. MAJOR. i'm wondering if it's problematic that i'm having these feelings so soon after a breakup. hmm. when i'm usually interested in someone i still don't care how i look...i'll throw on a hat or a hoody and call it a day. this time it's different. it's unusual that i'm self- ( Read more... )

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PLaY oN! soepa December 20 2005, 10:57:44 UTC

duckworth is pretty inspiring.

so's yer love life.
you should write a book, "Memoirs of a Playah."

maybe Spielberg will pick it up.

Re: PLaY oN! literallyjohn December 20 2005, 15:11:23 UTC

dood...people are really gonna start thinking i'm a playah cuz of you.

Re: PLaY oN! soepa December 21 2005, 05:26:30 UTC

sure, blame me for your debauchery.
i'm just tryin to learn from the best, that's all.

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literallyjohn December 21 2005, 04:47:06 UTC

eventually it came up that i was just NOT ready for a relationship that soon.
hmm. that happened to me once...convinced myself that moving on was part of the process of getting over someone--didn't work. i think this time i was more disappointed than anything. i told myself i wasn't going to waste too many tears for a relationship that clearly wasn't what i thought it was. so i didn't. i won't.

i tend to dive in recklessly and heart first. when it works out it's one-in-a-million beautiful. when it doesn't, it's painful and tragic. i don't have the courage i used to. so yeah...easy style...i think i agree.

beamused December 21 2005, 20:49:52 UTC

hey John...it's Bea here (Rosa & Howard's friend). just started reading your LJ recently and i like what i've read. :)

rosa told me a little about duckworth and i did a bit of reading up on her. dailykos had some commentary on her. what do you think about duckworth? do you think she has a chance?

literallyjohn December 23 2005, 03:01:10 UTC

hi bea! how are you? i'm sorry you've subjected yourself to my lj. i wish i would write more substantive stuff but as you can tell...it's certifiable drivel.

i have a bit of lj schizophrenia. i never know what persona to throw out here...and it shows.

regarding duckworth...yes i do think she has a chance, but it depends on how much support she can garner from us. especially in regards to finances. i did read up on what daily kos had to say. in fact i'll create an lj entry on the this subject right now--while in the midst of the mundane chore of laundry detergent and fabric softener at spin cycle. here on milwaukee ave. they apparently offer free wireless.