Last Wednesday was the last time I saw Bob. He went to Officer Candidate School (OCS) in Virginia for 6 weeks. I cried, a lot, because I'm a big woman, and then I started to deal with it. It's not that bad. Yes, I feel like my better half is missing, and I miss having him around, and I definitely miss "extracurricular activities", but it's ok. He' ( Read more... )

 I went to dinner at my Aunt Diana's. My Aunts and Cousins spent about half the evening talking about their kids and whether or not hitting is ok, and their husbands cleaning habits or lack thereof. ...Nothing for me to do or say in that situation ( Read more... )

 The creepiest thing about rain is when you come home at night, and fat drops from the door frame hit your shoulder or your hair. It feels like a frog or lizard or something just fell on you.

Also, my better half is in VA for 6 weeks. Let the moping begin.

 I tried to take the pool apart.

There was a scorpion.

I am done trying to take the pool apart.

 I'm happy. I'm in a happy healthy relationship. I'm in love. It's marvelous.

And then I think about Robbie, and I just feel so fucking guilty. It feels cruel to be this happy when he isn't. I miss when we were friends, or when I thought we were friends.

Fuck.

Damn Catholic upbringing. Always with the guilt.

 Finals time.... Harumph.

I just thermal shocked my sweet wings. Effing A.

 Ok... actual birthday want.

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Off to Phoenix tomorrow. Be back Sunday.Wish me luck in all my ankle death ridden splendor. Navigating a convention should be a simple task!

 So yeah... in love. Feel free to make fun. I know its incredibly uncharacteristic.... but I'm happy. 

 I missed saintx  and bunktime 's wedding. That makes me feel like crap. There's no excuse. Sorry guys!

In other news (not that me being lame is news)... Art After Dark is looming over my head. I had to buy more clay today. I really need to get a good porcelain recipe. This buying clay and hoping they have it in stock when I need more pattern really doesn't help ( Read more... )