well.. i dunno.. my fucking head is soooo messed up... i don't know what to do anymore....... fuck.....

well anyways besides the dave issues.. moms kicking me out....... so im prob going to the womens shelter she said theres a personality conflict or some shit................ fuck oh welll fuck my plans fuck my future...

man... i have another fucking cold sore,,,,,,,,,,,, fuck.. wtf is wrong with me!!!!something has to be wrong.. 5 in a month...

it snowed...

new episodes of yugioh woohoo... well im not taping it so oh well

im getting tired of this shit... i can't take my mom drinking... n now she threatened to kick me out again... i think sometime soon.. i dunno im still thinking about it.. im gonna take her keys..and car.. and just fucking leave... save my money...go where i don't know.. but.. i think thats what im gonna do.. and i think i might just leave trent ( Read more... )

moms work schedule changed.....she doesn't work sat nights anymore..... does work sunday day though

i feel like crap my stomache hurts...... im going to eat chinese today!!! yeay yum yum... can't wait.. im gonna try to get trents nap in early... so he gets a nap...

see i knew you weren't comin...

ugh i hate my period!!! its evil... i liked when i wasn't getting it... because now its all fucked up.. this is like the 3rd time this fucking month i've gotten it.. its not fair.. what ever happened to the once a month thing..........oh and the first time i got my period was on my bday nice bday present huh...it was the first time in like 6 months ( Read more... )

ugh i couldn't take it nomore and i left... everyone trys to tell me how to raise trent.. i was trying to ignore the tantrum and no one could take it... so.. i just left..

mom was drunk anyways i can't stand how she is when shes drunk... i was like fuck you and i walked out the door and went to christinas...

hey guess what.. for being stupid your stupid ass better not show tomorrow.. i won't let you in... and i'll be sleeping anyways.. prick..