Feeling like shit... yet again... you know what.. fuck it... just stop reading now. So you can have a least a somewhat hopeful outlook on life ( Read more... )

Haven't unpdated or read anyone's journals for a while now. Just been icky. Ever since school started I've been pretty stressed. The homework just keeps growing. I still have stuff do from a week ago. And today I just stayed home. Too worked up, and I couldn't even sleep last night. I crashed last night from my mania. And now I'm just burning. I ( Read more... )

Things.... yet again... haven't been great. Imagine that. I stayed home today. Apparently I have lyme diease. Ick. And I have to get blood drawn tomm. And I hate the damn pyscho nurses that like stab the needle in a twist it around. Then leaves this huge ass bruise. You know what I'm talking about ( Read more... )

3 Months. . . 1 Week. . . and 3 days. . literally down the drain. And I really truly regret it. I wish I could go back in time now. And stop myself, and listen to Sue's advice. Hell I wouldn't have even gotten online, that's where the trouble began. I had more homework to do anyway. ::Shrugs:: I really don't feel like explaining everthing right now ( Read more... )

Yes only 178 days left until school is out again!! Woo-hoo! Par-tay over her-ah forget it. I'm pretty much drained from school. Running on 3 hours of sleep doesn't help much eaither. I hope that I can get to bed eariler tonight just so I can get some sleep. My rat, Marilyn isn't doing to well again. Her eyes are getting all crusty again. I think we ( Read more... )

I guess things weren't as bad the first day. I do like my teachers but I don't know many people in my classes. And of course in my child dev. class I'm the outcast. Plus we have to sit at tables made for pre-schoolers. Talk about un-comfortable. I just finshed getting everything organized abuot 15 minutes ago. I had to go to 5 different stores to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the first day of school. Upper classman. I'm a junior. Go me? I'm not ready. I'm dreading tommorrow. I've been having panic attacks. Of course I'm sure not taking my meds don't help. ::Sigh:: and my mom has been getting on me about that as well. It's not like I don't want to take them. I just don't get how I have to take them when I'm ( Read more... )

My dad and I got into it yet again. Basically he said that I had hurt my dog. Me, of all fucking people. The new-age hippie vegetarian who won't even kill a bug. This is bascially what went down ( Read more... )

I'm back to reading and writing posts. I'm sorry but I was getting many triggers to cut, so I just wanted to get away from at least one cause for a while. I hope that all of you are doing well!! ^_ ( Read more... )

I'm not going to be updating or commenting or reading anyone's journal for a while. I just need to get away from everyone. I don't feel like talking at all. Things are just to complicated to explain right now. So don't get pissy because of lack of posts or comments. At the most I'll be gone for 2 weeks, at the least, 1 day. Who knows. . . .