Random Thought

[litlredcorvette]

Yesterday I discovered something. I want a friend that knows when to ask me if I'm ok, one that knows how I will react to certain things and confront it. I also want one that is equally honest and open with me in the way that I am to them. Someone who will let me in to who they really are, have been, and are trying to be. I want someone who

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[anonymous]

I try, but it's not easy. You can be a hard person to read. You send mixed messages. You tend to be very defensive when confronted, and being so confrontational yourself can make it difficult to open up sometimes. But that is just as much my fault.

[litlredcorvette]

I'm assuming this is Aaron by the way its written....

You're right. I wasn't directing this at anyone or trying to blame anyone, honestly. I love you more than you know and I'm very grateful for the friends I have, including you.

It was hard for me to describe the difference in communication style I guess...if you want, I'll tell you more about it later.

[bluesmurf05]

What happened Tuesday/Thursday? And who is "she"?

[litlredcorvette]

Whenever we hit certain topics in women's studies and other classes, they're sometimes really hard for me because they bring up bad memories, and that's what happened Tuesday and Thursday...
I guess I just wished that sometimes people would notice that it affects me and just ask if I'm ok....

She was Mckenzie. (if you are referring to a few posts ago)