Good and Bad

[litlredcorvette]

Today was kind of hard.  In a surreal, weird, yet somehow grounded distanced way.  I watched the footage from the second victim interview done yesterday and I had met the girl a few times before.  She also talked about things that were really powerful-some really good things that would normally make me feel good kind of, things I might say or feel

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[bluesmurf05]

I hope that this will be beneficial to you... I can understand the wanting to keep the hate feeling. The hurt feeling. But keeping this thing inside that we unwittingly attach to our every action is harmful for sure.

I still bounce between wanted to kill, wanting to hate myself, and wanting to pretend it didn't happen. Still a long way to go.

But I know you are a strong person, stronger than me perhaps, and you'll get through this. You have so many people that love and care about you and that will sit and listen if you need to talk (myself included) and that's so important.

I know you would do the same, and I love you all the more for it.