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May 27, 2004 15:32

(This was originally an email to a friend, but being lazy, I just made it my journal entry as well ( Read more... )

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nnnslogan May 28 2004, 01:47:00 UTC

I cannot imagine you cursing for real.

litsa2 May 28 2004, 09:57:13 UTC

I went nuts. I don't really think of myself as the type of person that bottles up emotion-- i mean, when things happen, I feel it, and then I get over it. I guess my subconscious keeps a record anyway, though, cause yesterday I really lost it. I was screaming stuff like "damn that fucking bitch! she should die! it would be a favor to society!" really loud, so that I was turning heads on campus. I was too preoccupied with my own tantrum to care, at the time, but now I think I was just embarrassing myself. I hate it when I lose it. It doesn't happen that often, but when it does, I feel like such a psycho. that's what stress + a diet of chocolate will do to me.

No Problem nnnslogan May 28 2004, 10:20:07 UTC

A lot of people wouldn't care, but you do. That's a lot about your true character Litsa. You care about a lot of things and about a lot of people and you sometimes get hurt when you dissapoint yourself and others. That's quality!

meep litsa2 May 30 2004, 09:51:25 UTC

I guess so. Thanks for the encouragement. :)

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Doing wrong? anonymous May 28 2004, 05:40:21 UTC

Hey, you're not doing anything wrong - you just vented in a way that you needed to at the time. Nothing broken, nothing harmed. And as far as your boyfriend, knowing him as I do, I believe that he fully understood your rant and won't judge you for that. May was tough, but June is around the corner. Take one day at a time and let go of the days that have passed - after all, you can't change them. Your dreams will come true and you will be successful - remember that. And if you do remember any of the past, remember the good times and the success you have had.

Enjoy your day, enjoy your life!

There's nothing wrong... miss_a_achoo May 28 2004, 10:29:01 UTC

I wouldn't say you're doing anything wrong either. In fact, if you usually get over things that anger you, and this is a rare tantrum to have, you're doing things right. Everyone sane person loses their temper occasionally -- if they didn't they would be a robot. Or a really holy person. You were venting some aggression you needed to, and that's a good thing ( ... )

wee litsa2 May 30 2004, 09:50:20 UTC

alicia-- I think I'll be able to get off work tonight at 5pm or 6pm. I'll call you as soon as I get off. Yesterday I couldn't do anything with you 'cause I was at work from 3:00pm 'till 1:00am.

Maybe we can go buy candles, cotton t-shirts, and fabric dye.