So I sent the letter I’ve wanted to send and somehow it’s a relief before hitting the send button I was getting butterflies. For the first time I’m not expecting anything I just needed to somehow do what’s right.

I hate that I’m still not able to sleep properly I guess it’s because so many things are running in my head. My plans of marketing and ( Read more... )

I hope my letter meets you in the best of health and wellbeing. I’ve thought hard before actually sending this letter since I was scared of what you might think but then I realized I wasn’t just doing this for you I was also doing it for myself. So forgive me for sending this.

I just wanted to make amends with you for all my foolishness. I’m sorry ( Read more... )

My youngest sister is currently in Hong Kong and she won bronze for the Philippines for a Wushu competition there. I'm happy and proud of her and her team mates who also won.

To give oneself without love is a sin against the inner life. The outer world of material existence is a mere illusion.

Voyage
Tom Stoppard

“Am I in love? - Yes, since I am waiting.” The other one never waits. Sometimes I want to play the part of the one who doesn’t wait; I try to busy myself elsewhere, to arrive late; but I always lose at this game ( Read more... )

Lately you have been coming in and out of my dreams and to me I find it so stressful since I wake up trying to figure out if the dream is real. My dreams of you only come as nightmares it’s no longer a question of love that part is over and I have been living my life the way I should have long ago. Like in real life when you used to break my walls ( Read more... )

I had to face my fears at some point and I did. At least this one I knew I would see unlike my dear legendary.

So how did it feel seeing him…honestly it felt fine something I didn’t expect I think after seeing my legendary everything just seem different. With this one I didn’t really get all emotional steady lang ba. (my love died a natural death) ( Read more... )

Death is certain…

In the world full of uncertainties…death is certain. Early this morning I received a call from my brother telling me my uncle has passed away. It didn’t really sink in right away since it was sudden. He has been long diagnosed with a kidney problem he goes through a regular dialysis but today everything seem to not work around ten ( Read more... )

 Overflowing…

This past few days have really been tough since I’m trying to juggle work and at the same time being a good host to my dear friends that came from India. I have so much in my head I can’t even process everything. My ideas are just flowing. One at a time for now I’m focusing on establishing the place and it’s credibility. Marketing 101… ( Read more... )

So let me continue…

Everyone needs forgiveness…I needed it from him. It’s for my own inner peace. I know that, how I am or what I have become may not matter to him anymore or even the part that I needed his forgiveness. But he did which was all that mattered to me. As I’ve said in the past forgiveness is a spiritual thing. I have no regrets about ( Read more... )

The letter I’ve always wanted to send…

The other night I didn’t expect to see him…for years I’ve been wanting to make amends with a person that I loved so much in the past someone I’ve done foolish things to when we parted things that would probably… okay I told on the person things that his parent shouldn’t have known and the parents of his best ( Read more... )