I am soo sad.....

[little_one109]

Alan's body finally surfaced and his memorial is tomorrow......I can't stop crying......I keep thinking that I'm in stuck a bad nightmare and I'm eventually gonna wake up......I feel so alone. I wasnt real close with him anymore, but everyone keeps telling me that I still have a right to be upset but yet they dont' act like I do. Dee thanked me

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[kat182]

*Hugs* Things like this aren't things we can just get over. It takes some time for our wounds to heal and for our minds to accept that it's real. If I may, I'd suggest maybe writing a farewell letter for all the things you may have wanted to say to him but never got to or a poem. When this guy I was briefly involved with died, I thought nothing would ease how I felt. I wrote a poem and with a little bit of time, things were a lot more manageable.

[_comeundone]

((((hugs))))

I'm so sorry sweetie