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[little_peach]

i HATE:
that i let people walk all over me and interrupt me and ignore me and make me feel bad about myself.
that i'm really not that happy right now
that i can see that i'm better off than most people, but i still want more
that i was alone almost all day yesterday
that i got my crying out of my system, but i don't feel any better
that i just don't

Comments

[bigbren]

which list would brendal fall under?

[bigbren]

RETARD maybe under "my family"
sorry mel i was lookin for a direct reference..and btw..i really like who you are! don't beat yourself..permission is granted to use my shea bubble bath and any color of my body shop bath oils..and afterwards? cranberry body butter anyone? ;) lataz

[little_peach]

i LOVE:
my dear brother, brendal (consider that a direct reference :D)!
thanks bren :)

[karitabonita]

+i LOVE: my sweet mellie. she gets me stuff when i ask her too, she makes me PC and iced tea. she lends me stuff. she teaches me all sorts of good thing. she takes pictures with me. she makes me PROUD! she makes me LAUGH! she keeps me company when i go to sleep. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU MELANIE!
+it's hard. i know EXACTLY what you're talking about and how you feel. i love you and i'm sorry cuz i know i don't SHOW you tha i love you as much as i should!

[little_peach]

i love you, too darling. very, very much. i love having u for a sister and i love all the stupid fun things that we get to do together. i appreciate ur understand how i feel. i definitely feel ur love ALL the time...well...a vast majority of the time ;). i'm not that nice to u all the time either, but i hope u still know how much i love u!

[considersummer]

mel, i love you. so much. i really do. how about that you love the fellow teacher in your sunday school class?
but seriously, you're a beautiful, BEAUTIFUL girl, who i deeply enjoy watching dance as i can't, (no, it is not intended to sound creepy...) and i love that when i came over to your house after dance, you kept on insisting i have more cookies, which was very nice. I vote, me and you, go out on a date. A hot chocolate cheese cake date. what do you say?

[considersummer]

oh p.s:
if you were'nt in the horror movie, i wouldnt want to be. you are a STAR and i like that you held my hand when we were creeping into the kitchen because there was a murderer in the house.

[little_peach]

i LOVE:
my special co-teacher for sunday school :) we have lots of good times all the time. dancing w/u is so much fun, and i'm glad i get to share that w/u. the hot chocolate cheesecake date sounds like a plan! i can hardly wait to shoot more of our movie! the murderer is gonna get me this time!!!

hi

[feliz_carolina]

you guys are making a horror movie, sweet! well mel i hope your friends can cheer you up! I give you a big sweaty hug all the way over here and I say you are "kub Shundor" which means very beautiful in Bangla!

Re: hi

[little_peach]

my dearest carolina! i miss u so much! in addition to me missing you.. i am also a little jealous that u discovered such a fantastic deal on harry potter books! some girls have all the luck! u are incredibly beautiful as well and i return ur sweaty hug w/a chilly winter hug :) i like how that all balances out.

[anonymous]

hey mel...its rach! i realize im replying to this a little late but i have to say.........YOUR AMAZING!!!!!!!!! one of the greatest friends i have and you are definately one of the prettiest and talented and genuinly nicest people i have ever come across!! and im not just saying that! i love our indie movie nights and that your with me in math..even if we dont sit by eachother anymore..i still love that we look at eachother at the same time in class and smile or laugh at certain peoples laughs. hah....I HEART YOU LOTS!!!!
p.s. that was a long post eh? this is my first time ever replying to a live journal...k so that was a pointless p.s. thing