are you ready for it?
Okay basically, I need to learn to rely less on other people. Not necessarily in the sense that I need these other people to make me happy.. It's more like I have this thirst for "other" and it needs to be quenched. It's probably a feeling I've had since coming to Gainesville four and a half years ago. It's not something that can be satisfied by boys either. I have this longing for a female counterpart, a partner in crime, my soulmate. I thought I had found her for a minute (or year) there.. but alas, I was hugely mistaken. Everyone else seems to be taken already, and as my history has already proven to me, three can be a crowd.
This is probably one of the reasons i really do want to move far far away from all my friends I have now, ironically. When I am always with them, it is hard to meet others. This is not to say I want to do away with the friends I have. I love them all very very much and I really don't know where I'd be without many of them. I just need something more (and very specific) for whatever reason. In any case, I am leaving Gainesville forever in only 38 days.. the date will come sooner than later I'm sure.
Tomorrow, David will be 26. That seems so much older than 25!!! But I still love him just the same. All of his Tampa friends are headed up there now to go camping with him all weekend. I am EXTREMELY jealous.. I have not seen him in over two months now, and I won't get to see him until the 23rd. So close but SOO far!
I have a ton of work to catch up on this weekend. Everyone left for the weekend already, and I'm sure I'll still manage to find ways to get distracted. I have about 12 blockbuster coupons to use. I think I will order Papa John's tonite and relax though because it has been a tiring week, and why not!
This is probably one of the reasons i really do want to move far far away from all my friends I have now, ironically. When I am always with them, it is hard to meet others. This is not to say I want to do away with the friends I have. I love them all very very much and I really don't know where I'd be without many of them. I just need something more (and very specific) for whatever reason. In any case, I am leaving Gainesville forever in only 38 days.. the date will come sooner than later I'm sure.
Tomorrow, David will be 26. That seems so much older than 25!!! But I still love him just the same. All of his Tampa friends are headed up there now to go camping with him all weekend. I am EXTREMELY jealous.. I have not seen him in over two months now, and I won't get to see him until the 23rd. So close but SOO far!
I have a ton of work to catch up on this weekend. Everyone left for the weekend already, and I'm sure I'll still manage to find ways to get distracted. I have about 12 blockbuster coupons to use. I think I will order Papa John's tonite and relax though because it has been a tiring week, and why not!