i haven't updated in a while but yeah, church camp was very fun and amazing , just one thing made me upset and that was all these kids going for all the wrong reasons.. to flirt ,make out or get with some girl or guy.. so stupid..they really need to grow up but i guess theyre younger so it makes sense.. (rex im not talking to you your an acception ( Read more... )

Well, today's my last day here before i leave tomorrow morning for camp.I really wanted to hang out with someone before i left but i guess she was busy, oh well its ok. I wish she really knew how much i care about her and how good of a friend i see her as.

love you buddies, Ryan

im tired, im going to bed, if you wanna post more stuff on my last post.. go ahead i guess , i'll read it tomorrow and talk to you about it

i've come to the point to where i'm just burnt out .. on everything.i've literally just broke down crying because im so lost and confused, im just leaving it in gods hands to do what it is that he has to do with my life. i don't want to try and get with this girl or that girl or jam with these guys or those, i'll know what girl is right for me ( Read more... )

k no drumset haha i never end up getting one ,probably cause i'm too into guitar, sry rex, i made up my mind and i want to start paying slowly on this other head it's my secret weapon .. sshh.. lol i dunno either the 6505+ or the line6 hd147 im not sure, new though of course cause im kinda weird when it comes to buying used equipment i shall try ( Read more... )

one of my best friends is starting to annoy me a lot and being around this dude makes me wonder if i still wanna hang out with him cause i just don't like hanging with him anymore i think in totally different ways than he does and the only thing we have in common is music

heh not making up my mind,..that just has to be about me. anyway yyyyyeeah. i've heard about a lot of crap lateley and wow. i really don't have any reason to even aknowledge her anymore, sry for those of you that think i should do otherwise..(sry chelc<333) man that really messed with my head . but now that theres absolutely no way im gonna talk to ( Read more... )

hm i'm at erics right now , i should be home later . wee krista should be in town too. =)

damn i love playing guitar =)

i really love unearth.