HE IS GONE? HOW?

[little_spoon]

Have you ever had that feeling where you don't know what is real. It is like you know that something happen but you can't believe it. You just hope with all your heart that it is a dream. A bad dream that just won't leave you alone. Well that is where i am at right now. The really scary thing is that i don't know what i will do when i finally wake

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[lilacxdreams]

oh my god drumel, i am so sorry. please know that my prayers are with you and pam, and the rest of your family.

call me if you need to:269.637.9312

*alex polk*

[little_spoon]

thanks it is good to know that you are there when needed. I am sure pam is greatful for your support too. But i think that i will be fine. It may take a while. And the pain may never go away but maybe it will subside to the point where i will be ok. Right now i am..... well everyone has called it numb. But i kinda don't agree. Numb is a lack of feeling and oh boy am i feeling. That is the problem i am feeling i just can't express it. My feeling of confusion, sadness, anger, my feeling of being robbed, and more. All these things are in me but, i just don't know how to express it. It just isn't fair, Life isn't fair. But i never expected it to be. The best way to put it is life sucks. I just have to bear with it. Sorry for the semi long reply i am just in a talking mood and i have no one that i can talk to right now. Anyway thanks

[lilacxdreams]

dude i'm so online right now.

my aim is: lilacxsuenos