i should know better than to ramble late at night. i do apologize to those of you that read my livejournal post from last night that i've recently deleted. i didn't mean to upset anyone, but i'm sure i did. i get myself all worked up about nothing. this particular rambling wasn't even directed at anything even remotely related to my own life. which ( Read more... )

life is virtually meaningless. unless, of course, you give it meaning. life itself is what? eating, sleeping, breathing. that's what life is. we create meaning. most of us do. i'm sure there are some out there that never create any meaning for themselves. in which case, life is all of the above, with a dose of accidents and coincidences. it's not ( Read more... )

so molly and i cleared out the junk filled closet in our workout room today. i found my binder of stuff from the wasc leadership camp i went to during the summer before eighth grade. i read through the journal i kept for that during eighth grade. i was expecting to see a completely different girl ( Read more... )

lacy is currently in the shower in our attempt to get ready for the day ( Read more... )

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mmmm. i did not enjoy today. too many mistakes. too much craziness running around in my head. unwrapping the packaging of a cd has got to be one of the most frustrating activies ever. i don't think i'm happy anymore, so it's good that lacy, cheryl and tom will be here on saturday. and it's good that i bought dashboard confessional's new cd, the ( Read more... )

three days. lacy, our favorite episode of family guy was on tonight!! i screamed a lot.  'last night was amazing! there were so many boobs, i didn't know whose boobs i was grabbing; yours or mine!' this just made me miss you more than i already do. three days. i'm very content right now. which is odd because a few minutes ago i had a minor ( Read more... )

it's always a relief to know that there's someone out there that is just as crazy and possibly shallow as i am. and it's comforting to know that some things in life really won't change. despite what the world seems to think ( Read more... )

this isn't supposed to happen. not now. not like this.

shoot.

i finally finished 'the sirens of titan' by kurt vonnegut. whoever told me i'd like him was very right. he's a brilliantly creative writer. i hope to one day have a fraction of the talent he does. 'the sirens of titan' dares to explore the purpose of human existence by manipulation and a bit of... brainwashing? sort of? it's hard to describe. i ( Read more... )