i'm such a girl. i love opening my closet & trying on this shirt with that skirt, then those pants, etc etc, just to see if it looks cute or not. i was actually trying to decide what to wear tomorrow because i dont want to have to worry about it tomorrow, or later tonight, but i really just enjoy doing it. it's fun :) it's funny how much i've ( Read more... )

last night ended up good. my unexpected bad mood ended after some strawberry shortcake & relaxing while watching tv. then i got a call from ric saying they were all gonna go to lauren's, then cici's, so i met up with them and we all hung out. then we went to "mesh" for a few minutes because they wanted to see what it was all about. boy did i feel ( Read more... )

just got home from the beach & unpacked & all that good stuff. i was only gone for two days, but without knowing if anything happened, i feel like i missed out on something. i dunno why, i'm just weird i guess. i hate when i feel like something is wrong, but i don't know of anything that is, but i'm just, not in a good mood for no apparent reason. ( Read more... )

Name 20 people you know ( Read more... )

so all i have to do is book my plane tickets to go to minnesota next month, everything else is final. i'm SO excited about stuff coming up ( Read more... )

it makes me smile when i'm talking to my grandma about boys and she assures me that my prince charming will come one day and sweep me off my feet, i casually laugh, and she ensures me with "just wait." :)

ps thank god for friends. shopping & talking with my girls makes everything better.

my new layout is the ish. :)

i hate crying. especially for the reason i am currently. but i guess sometimes you just can't help it. and ladder 49 had already started the tears, so i guess i'll keep them flowing for awhile? idunno, but i feel so, alone. i mean, i have tons of people who love and care about me. but i'm missing that something. i'm missing that part of me that ( Read more... )

ohyeah, looking at stuff on lj just reminded me of something i brought up to ryan the other day. i've really grown apart from people, and as much as i'd like to know we were still that close, i know it's for the better. plus, it's time for a new start. and so far, i love it this way. but that still doesn't completely makeup for the missingggg.

Heather ( Read more... )