i should be sleeping. i feel this urge to go out and do something completely new ( Read more... )

You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You’re so fuckin’ special

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want

I don’t belong here.

i can't remember the last time i had significant time alone. or the last time i was able to collect my thoughts.

im sick im on my period and i have senior portraits tomorrow. i think i'll cancel ( Read more... )

Dear Livejournal ( Read more... )

its just not funny how stupid and confused i am.

I'm suprised this thing hasn't deleted itself yet. I haven't updated in so long, not that it matters, no one reads this anymore.

Things are kind of weird right now. I'm going to be really vague as usual.  I hate decisions. I hate being responsible.
My journal entries are neither poetic or coherent. I feel the urge to be productive, to do something ( Read more... )

Back from France.

It was by far the most surreal and bizarre trip I've ever taken.

Oddly enough it helped me develop some idea of what I want to do with my life. And maybe it matured me some more.

FRANCE

ive got mono, plus a high fever. and my period. and my back right wisdom tooth is coming in. plus finals are in a few days, so im stressing over that.

"I like to chew candles," she said finally.

"Who doesn't?" said the young man, getting his feet wet.

so.

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