I am ready.

things are different/things are the same.

I love you, endlessly. I am never nostalgic for anything anymore. You are everything, this is everything. The past is irrelevant except for that it made us able to love each other the way we do: without question. Today is here. Tomorrow will be better.

the longing is so intense that I think it is four years ago and we are those people again and the time didn't pass and I am so afraid but unafraid that everything is ok.

( here & there, there & here )

The sky was alive tonight. It was illuminated by lightning. It glowed, made the clouds translucent. I could feel the electricity descend from the clouds. There's something about being in the middle of the country that makes me want to be well connected to the earth, the sky and myself.

There are no strangers in my life. I know who I know. I love who I know. I am content. Besides, if you know too many people your heart is bound to go bad.

( life like )

Our first date was at the piano bar. I knew I was going to fall in love with you even before I got there. I wore my dress shoes that look like saddle shoes. I put on red lipstick. Halfway through the night, after we'd had more than a few Tom Collins, you told me I looked pretty. Near the end you kissed me, right in front of the piano player. We ( Read more... )

feels real good.