i am so miserable ( Read more... )

i leave tomorrow.

unless i convnce the madrae...

then its wednesday.

i hope it all works.

otherwise today could really suck.

who gets stung by a wasp when they are just standing there?

on their ass cheek no less.

what sucks is that it happened to me.

no jokes.lol.

"it cost me 27 dollars!"

"did you switch to geico??"

lol. okay, who says that. god i love my brother.

one week and counting.

so much left to do and say to people.

how about: i love you all so much and i'm ( Read more... )

"we're gonna have to kill you."

"and the only natural way to do that is to make you eat a grenade."

"or we could just make you swallow all the parts, and then a machine that builds it in your stomach."

holy shit i love brett campbell.

photo journal is well on its way. i'm excited

but also sad.

casue when we stop. it's done. and i'm gone.

but i ( Read more... )

so good to be back.

all i can say..was that it was perfect. i dont want to go cause i'm scared. but it was all perfect.

kind of a contradiction huh?

everyone is finally home or they are getting home. i'm excited.

2 weeks and counting.

seems so close i dont know what to do.

time for last mintue parties i guess.

he came over yesterday!!

and then he left...

but then he actually came back!!

and then he left without saying goodbye...

ohh well, he's learning. lol

yesterday was shit. work has gotten progressivly horrible. everyone is stupid, and they dont know what the fuck they are doing.

but hey! i'm done monday. so i guess i'll live with it.

we got a ( Read more... )

so i'm not actually crying, that was the only other "C" word i could think of at that one second.

is i bad that i miss people already? is it bad that i'm starting to get so scared of never seeing people again? i dont know why but i'm so incredibly frightened of losing the people that are close to me. but at the same time i know its bound to happen ( Read more... )

yesterday was the best.

the whole plan failed miserably, yet i think that the day went better than if it had all worked out the way it was supposed to.

the boys are so insanely funny together and i'm glad i finally got to hang out with just them. it took me a while for some reason but i opened up again. it was fun just to be the crazy people we ( Read more... )

here's the plan:

next sunny day; have movie night.

in my backyard.

with a giant sheet hanging from my sister's window on th back of our house.

get brett's projector and someone's laptop and play the best fucking movie ever.

then get people to come over and take over my backyard, lay on the grass, the stairs, in chairs or whatever.

then when the ( Read more... )

i want my hair to be longer.

but it will get there eventually so i guess i gotta be patient.

i love the drive in.

war of the worlds was weird. and batman was hella good.

there is this possibility i get to work 6 days next week. i'm excited for money.

i think me and donnie need to go on our hot air balloon ride soon.

i really want to go. and i'm ( Read more... )