So Michael was right. Again. Haha, it's true I haven't posted in almost a month and I used to be pretty good about updating this thing. Let's see ( Read more... )

Okay. i need advice, calming advice, other than "don't worry, it's going to be okay ( Read more... )

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sweetest thing ever-

josh and i were laying out in the sun this afternoon and he took a silver paint pen and drew the symbol for "goddess" on my back.

i don't care if it never washes off.

Coming home Sunday the 19th.
I want to see pretty faces.
lots of them.

cheering me up might be in order because I really, really do not want to leave.
i want to stay and have one big drunken sexy summer camp.

that's all.

oh, whoops, forgot to send love and kisses

done.

Sometimes I don't even know where to begin. My journalism teacher tells me just to write. Write what I feel, write fast and screw typos for the moment. and I just don't know how to feel anymore. It makes me so sad that I do everything I can to make sure he's happy, that he's feeling loved, cared for and wanted. I just wish, I really just wish that ( Read more... )

Vacation is almost over ( Read more... )

Happy 4 months to Josh and I.
and happy 2 months to marcy and adam!

josh was supposed to be here at 8:15.
it's almost 9pm.

I made him cake. it was hot. I'm pretty sure it's chilled nicely now...funny how that works.

coming home in a couple days, and I want to see a whole bunch of beautiful faces while I'm there.

xoxoxox

So excited to see everyone tomorrow night! You guys are going to be absolutely amazing. I can't wait for you all to meet Josh either. As much as he can be a pain in the ass, he's really quite amazing and is probably the best thing thats happened to me in a while. We're so different, and he's the almost the complete opposite of any guy I've ever ( Read more... )

Just sitting here... wondering why I can’t go to sleep. Josh is curled up, well, now he's moving, in my bed. That kid falls a sleep so easily, it's crazy. 2nd night of vagina monologues is over. One more show tomorrow. Typing normally makes me sleepy, so I'm hoping this will do the trick. Maybe it's that I've got too much on my mind to even think ( Read more... )