sleep

[littlebrij]

the whole staying up until 2 and going to work at 9 thing has finally caught up with me. I think i may be getting sick and i'm soooooooooooo incredibly exhausted. Cant believe i'm going to bed at 11 but i am. I'll just have to unpack my shit in the morning. as well as do a nutrition project and online quiz

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[youarebummy]

That entry had nothing to do with Nicole. That one was about someone else.

And you're right. You don't know much about the relationship. You don't know ANYTHING about it. You have no idea how anything went down. I did what I had to do to be happy. Nicole hurt me SO many times. When I tried to end it nicely, it didn't work. When I tried to do it nicely again, it didn't work. I had to do something. I don't blame you or anyone for thinking I was a bitch about it, because I was. But it seems to have worked now. I wasn't trying to end ALL contact, I just DON'T want to be in a relationship. She kept making me feel like crap. That's just not something you do to someone you love. And I'm not willing to let myself get all depressed and attempt suicide just so someone else can guilt me into things that I would never do.

I would be more than happy to have the same relationship with Nicole that I did before we were dating, but that doesn't seem to be enough for her.

Have a nice day.

~Laura

[littlebrij]

i'm sorry. After i wrote that to you i took the time to read through some of your older entries and realized that i was probably wrong about part of it. Sorry for attacking you on your journal. Feel free to screen that comment bc i feel like a mega bitch for leaving it.

[youarebummy]

No, it's fine. I understand. Don't worry about it.