Gr. To make a bad day worse, Shawn's ex girlfriend came into the casino today to fill out an application, and I'm the one who was working in Employment today. Bleh. Like I couldn't feel her glaring at me, and see her looking at the picture of me and Shawn on my desk. Erg. Anyway, Shawn called me and wants to pick me up tonight, but I told him I'd ( Read more... )

It is finally Friday. I am seeing Shawn tomorrow, somehow. Last night went pretty much as I figured, but I didn't think that a silent phone could hurt so badly. I hate feeling as torn up as I do now. I know that I need to think positive and all of that, but I just can't do it. We talked today, and it was like talking to a stranger. I managed to ( Read more... )

I was supposed to go shopping with Scott tonight, but he went home sick from work, so I'm left to my own devices. I know that Frank might want to do something, but I'm in a lot of pain and just don't want to deal with that whole being social thing. *lol* I think I'll make a date with a really good book tonight and just stay home. It sounds really ( Read more... )

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Not really too much to say. I feel drained. I did have a nice night last night though, so that's a positive. Maybe if Shawn and I can't patch things up, I'll be okay after all. :) That's nice to think about, though more than anything I want to be with him. Ah well. We'll see what this New Year holds. I am having lunch with Frank tonight, and going ( Read more... )

Yep. It is New year's Eve, for sure. Our casino is filled with a bunch of people already, and everyone is all foo-fooed up. *lol* I don't want to be working right now, but if I wasn't, then what would I be doing? Sitting at home and moping over the fact that everything still isn't right in the world of Shawn and Cali? Oy. I was really depressed ( Read more... )

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It's Monday. Yay. Um...not too much excitement here at all. I'm wearing one of my new outfits that I bought on my shopping spree, Paul gave me my first compliment of the day. I can always count on Paul. People always ask me if I have a thing for him. It's too funny, really. Paul is a great friend, but I know him too well to ever want to be with him ( Read more... )

Whee, it has been a busy weekend. Shawn's surprise wasn't really anything tangible, but he spent all day yesterday basically catering to whatever I wanted. He bought me breakfast, we went shopping, out to lunch, rented a chick flick. I had his undivided attention. It was really nice ( Read more... )

Ahh, the drama is settling down a bit and things are seemingly peaceful. *lol* I don't want to jinx myself here or anything ( Read more... )