I spent today winding through country roads, hands on the golden wheel, listening to Julian hum in the passenger's seat and occasionally stopping to take pictures. The light turned yellower, then purpler, and then eventually faded to shades of gray as we took right turn after right turn and gawked at the snow-covered scenery. It felt much more ( Read more... )

make things and stop feeling frustrated a lot and feel more okay in my skin, more able to comprehend, more understanding of my role in this vast earth, and make more things and maybe sell them - never worry about money again, that'd be nice - and have nights that feel endless in their magical qualities, and blur into the sunshine and melt with the ( Read more... )

here's the options ( Read more... )

In these things,
there are no right answers
then why do I always feel like
I am doing wrong?

I know I'll be okay.

had heartbreak so intense it feels as though it is slowly- but surely- turning your heart inside out?

Have you?

Because it sucks.

Sometimes, some days, some
weeks, it seems, life is just so
god-fucking tiring

that is all.

no one can take those away from me.


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The tears come readily now; your words made them flow, broke the dam that had been building for the past few weeks. Contrary to what it seems ... I appreciate that ( Read more... )

My grandmother's illness really amazes me ( Read more... )

Okay, so here goes, in spill-all-tell-all-barely-even-punctuate-i'm-typing-so-fast form ( Read more... )