why are you so sad?

working and school have consumed my life and ruined my relationship ( Read more... )

I don't ever stop crying.

today was my first day of school.
hanging out with ted, and then jon made it bearable. i wish i saw juice too. then my day would be complete.

i don't know why i can't stop crying

never mind

i guess i do.

so..
i am at work.

i think i'm about to quit.

moving in less than a week? yes please

school starting tuesday? no thank you.

bbq tonight? i sure hope so.

I'm trying very hard to make the last few days of "summer" awesome.. but I am kind of depressed for no real reason.

days like today i shouldn't be allowed to be around people. i need to go do some stuff by myself.. or for myself.. or something. i dont know what the fuck is up with me.  i dont have anything to fucking complain about. its days like today where i wish that i had some kind of magical pill to numb my head into being fucking normal. im so sick of this ( Read more... )

there is someone upstairs in my house right now. its weirding me out ( Read more... )

owww tummy aches ( Read more... )

the more times people call me.. the less i want to hang out with them/ call them back.
if i dont answer the first time... i will call you back when i am able. if you call me 4 more times... it creates this response.. that i guess i cant really explain.. but it makes me not want to call them back.. evar.
does this happen to anyone else?

let's see.. recap on the last few days ( Read more... )