we used to spend retorika class tracing each others futures on each of our palms. my seatmate has strong, deep lines that hardly crisscross. mine are so faint in comparison, my life line broken and abruptly fading. i might not live long, i whispered to her with a smile as faint as my line. yes, she agreed in her brisk, indifferent manner that ( Read more... )

littleg0thgirl's LJ stalker is nikits!nikits is stalking you because they have you confused with someone else whom they love. They are also getting with your significant other!

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multiple personalities! does this mean im schizo?

salamat kay cams, nyc, at jtand *cartwheels ( Read more... )

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my psych prof was talking about oedipus and elektra complex and i asked about something someone once told me. he said that girls who have only one parent, specifically the ones with no mothers, girls like me, tend to be promiscuous ( Read more... )

he found me crouched outside, in the hallway, crumpled in a sobbing heap. sat across me. he would tell a friend, who, he thought, knew me best, later that i wouldn't tell him what was wrong. he had it wrong, though. i couldn't tell him what was wrong.

he gave me a small smack on the lips. wiped away my drunken tears. "ang ganda mo talaga."

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throw my arms back then spinning spinning spinning spinning until everything blurs into a whirl of dim lights and i hit my head on the wall and slip while no ones watching. i'm back on the small blue pills.

i'm sorry you found me crouched outside and crying. it shouldn't be that way.

i just want to disapper.

when your dad comes home proclaiming he's drunk and handsome you should have enough sense to laugh and agree ( Read more... )

he tapped his yosi and offered me one. i said no thank you, i don't smoke winston lights its one of my quirks and he was surprised to find out that i don't smoke and he exclaimed wala kang bisyo, mehn? so i laughed because that was hardly true and he should know that if he has been listening when we talk, which i doubt 'cause he's been asking all ( Read more... )

he's sweet.

..it makes me nervous.

i played a butterfly once, in a play and had pink wings.
i was going through old photos. "daddy," i said
"daddy, where did my wings go?" without lifting his eyes
from the computer screen he told me
"you grew old. they fell out."


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