Today has been all about health, health, health. I still haven't gotten myself up to go in the basement and grab a nicotine patch, but I've learned to slowly come off of the cigarettes. I've replaced smokes with organic snacks and green tea on day one. I'm hoping that all of this health obsession makes me able to walk in a straight line with my ( Read more... )

The only negative thing about the new year is that I have been so fucking sleepy non-stop, but other than that, I have prepared myself into being a health junkie, and I am hoping that I stick to this plan once and for all. I'm just sick of being a hermit. A lazy, dirty hermit. Does anybody understand?

"Fuck no."

Hope everyone has a good Christmas and gets what they wanted from Santie Claus.
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I had to pick up the kids from daycare, today, because Dad and Angie were at the hospital. It was making me sick hiding the truth about their Grandma. She isn't doing fine and she is going to die sometime tonight or tomorrow. I've tried so hard to keep a smile on Madalyn's face, but then she came up to me crying after us being at the house for only ( Read more... )

This isn't home anymore. Hasn't been for awhile.

NICE ONE BILLY

I want to put ecstasy in my pee hole and inject poop into my eye balls. I always get weird urges like that. Does anyone else? It might just be me. But one day, I really think I will actually inject poop into my eye balls. I shit you not ( Read more... )

I've been seeing more and more of my Mom, lately. It's a good feeling when both of us start giving a shit about each other all over again. This seems to happen about every 4 months. My Mom recently told me that about 2 months ago, Tyler's Mom, Tabby, called my Mom one night, crying to her about how one night I was listening to Let It Be by the ( Read more... )

we're so perfect it's retarded.

love,
tyler

Blehhhhhff, I'm jealous of my Mom. She just called me to let me know she just flew in to Miami for one night... and her idiot boyfriend took the phone and said they will be having sex on the beach. Fucking gross redneck. Why does he think he should tell me these things ( Read more... )