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and i guess i really do with the amount of time spent at their house. however, i did make plans to hang out with someone and of course i called, got the answering machine, left message, never heard back. the usual. this makes the 2nd male in 2 weeks that has done this. i give up. the male population pretends to want to hang out and then doesn' ( Read more... )

Just thought you should know.. Grandma died sunday.. closed her eyes and she left here. halloween, she sends her love. just wanted you to know she's not holding a grudge. and if you are you should let go ( Read more... )

that is a stage of being at the berry company.. and i think i have hit it in life in general.

so i had my stones read a few weeks ago at faire and she said that i would never be appreciated her and that i need a change towards the westerly direction.. sounds like fun to me!!

oh well i will write more later. lots of hugs and kisses.

so i had my stones read this weekend. she said several interesting things. first, i have had a rough year in many respects. that i had a huge thing with dance and i am really confused about everything. i need to gain my leadership back and it is time i do that. this place is too small for me and i need to go west. also a scholarship is ( Read more... )

saturday night and some members of clan blackstar are getting together to play d&d. that would be me included. so today i have worn pjs all day minus the part where i was at faire in garb for dress rehearsal. my new costume, which got many compliments, is heavier than the old one. of course this one is velvet.. a beautiful rich chocolate velvet ( Read more... )

so yeah.. thursday is the big night with the recital and all and i am freaking out. plus the expriment to dye the maypole ribbons didn't work so now i have to do something else and there is really no time. i am freaking out.... can i say this enough.. it is getting harder to find something to eat and harder to actually eat it ( Read more... )

i am prepared to face the day. to hold fast to the principles which are present. to be where i am needed. i am ready to face the day ( Read more... )

so my aloneness is better today. sometimes it gets to be overbearing. but today is good. i bought a car last thursday. i got a 99 volkswagon passat. i am such a happy camper with that car it's so amazing. i got it at smedleys so everyone should go there damnit. they were very nice. ken plance and ed ling helped me if you are interested in ( Read more... )