i did it.. my first solo. i was so scared.. i felt like vomiting for like 2 hours.. but eventually i did it. everyone seemed to really enjoy it and i got lots of compliments and my secret spy said he didn't hear anything negative about it. so i am sooooo happy with that..

first off sorry about the no comment thing. i just did not wish to hear others opinions on any of this. i know i upset some of you, but it's my cross to bear and my thoughts that make any real actions or difference ( Read more... )

my love is lying and i must weep alone ( Read more... )

then your tears won't bring him back ( Read more... )

so i have not written in so long.. i should be fired. people want to hear about my life. or at least that is what i tell myself ( Read more... )

so.. libra has decided to go to australia. he'll be leaving in like august. oh well. sad moment and i'm done i guess.

trying to prepare for l and l i have exactly one month.. i am getting kinda tense over it. i know i should relax, but i want to do so well..

so my family continually pisses me off. well mostly my sisters. i hate that fact that i am supposed to be there for them constantly and they are never there for me. take the l and l. i am doing my first solo. this is a big deal. neither of them seem to care. last year, middleboog decided not to celebrate my birthday because she had to work ( Read more... )

Numberology ( Read more... )

Today was really fun ( Read more... )

so friday's nights practice went well. it was awesome seeing all the demons instead of just parami and i. went and saw tau on friday before rehearsal and got my bottom 2 navel piercings done. the first one went through well and it didn't hurt all too bad. the second one got stuck halfway through and it was terrible. but honestly, both ( Read more... )