tonite was once again 'good' i think. i'm sorta kinda ready to believe that what jaclyn and brendan are trying to tell me but i dunno its hard when so much has f'ed up my beliefs in the past. i mean theres alot i like about this kid. but then again theres alot i don't well didn't like rather. i think we are on two completely diffent levels and i ( Read more... )

the past few days out of my house have been amazing. however..when i come home its a whole different ball game. i can't stand being here anymore it just seems like all we do is fight. and then i just ignore ppl cuz everyone knows i hate arguing. yet my mother still seems to think the few times that i do snap and just lose it and start bawling my ( Read more... )

so still having a crazy messed up life but i can handle it..eventually. me and rob arent talking. dumb stuff again and i should prolly try and do something about it. me and benny g haven't talked for awhile and he still hasn't explained his poem for me.. :( but it was still really cute. i really just wanna fly to utah like NOW and just chill and be ( Read more... )

things have been kinda crazy lately. the grandmas keep coming and going. all the grad parties. and boys. omg the boys. i was just telling julie that i didn't know what to do. and i don't i don't know if i'll ever know. then theres matt from chi town who tells me exactly what to do..not in a bad way at all he listens to everything and gives me good ( Read more... )

so the end of my high school career has come to an end and i am now officially a rochester high school alumnus. woot woot! all the built up anticipation and worrying was worth it. the past week has been absolutely amazing, especially last night at the sanp ( Read more... )

( last days of school..prom..my baby! )

prom was absolutely aMaZiNg!! no regrets and i honestly don't think it could have any better.. it was already that much fun! just danced the night away with all the people i love! everyone looked b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l! it was a really busy day but it was all worth it in the end ( Read more... )

why the hell am i always so confused? somebody help me out here. i have the bestest friends, what else do i need. something. sometimes i just wanna get outa this place so bad i can't even deal with it. even if its just walking down the street and talking to the amazing rob reagan! hes so cute. saw him on monday and just sat and talked for like half ( Read more... )

so yesterday was it. its done. over. kapish(spell?) no more high school classes tests drama and such. kind of a nice feeling but at the time i'm never gonna see have those people again. if ur a senior i'm not worried about it just yet..we still got prom and graduation and partys and such. but all you juniors :( i'm gonna miss you guys. a few alot ( Read more... )

everything seems to be falling into place..where everything is supposed to be. Before it was just a mumble jumble (ha thats a funny word/s) of all the pieces from different puzzles mixed into one. I love my friends and i am so happy we are all so close. Couldn't ask for anything better..nothing at all! We have two days left and i'm super excited! i ( Read more... )