"My Immortal" by Evanesence ( Read more... )

so i have come to the realization that i need to let go of my feelings for matt. it has been almost 4 months and i still am trying to hold on to what we had. i am afraid that if i let go he'll run away from me. i don't want to lose him as a friend, but i know that it is time for me to move on from the idea that we are going to get back together. I ( Read more... )

I GOT MY DRIVERS LICENSE TODAY!!!!!!! I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY ABOUT IT. I GOT MY LICENSE, I GOT MY LICENSE, I GOT MY LICENSE, WOOT WOOT. ::Doing the happy dance::

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so yeah yesterday was one of the weirdest days in a long time ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut!!! And I am very pleased with how it came out. I'll post a picture as soon as I take one.

I feel weird today. Like it's going to be a great day, but at least as of right now I have no reason to think it will be better than any other. So what does that mean? I am going to make this the best day I can, I am going to go overboard to make it great ( Read more... )

so matt called two days ago and i was super excited. he asked what the plans were for the weekend (cause i was planning on going to visit him this weekend). well as we were talking i told him that we didn't have concrete plans cause my sister jaimie is coming through town. he said that he would only have a little bit of time to hang out because it ( Read more... )

Alone again
but your still here
even if only in my memory

When you left
we gave each other's stuff back
but there is one problem
you keptmy heart

I don't know if I want it back
yes I do, I want you back
keep my heart
just come home

i feel alone. for no reason at all. even when i am with other people. it's like my mind, heart, and body are all in different places. i just want to feel whole. even if i am alone i wouldn't feel like it if i was whole myself. i hate feeling torn and broken. i need change but i'm not sure what that means. i'm at so many crossroads in my life and i ( Read more... )