things just suck sometimes. but im dealing. Last night was my second time out of my house.. or maybe my thrid. It was def. my first night out. Jon and I went to see the Ring 2, what a waste. I did see steph there so that was good. So today I doubt that I will do anything, but Im going to try.

im out

im so lonely. and i have no one except for my nurse. nope, no one. and it hurts

nah nah nanna naa

Today is friday, its almost monday. ! AHhHh I dont have anything good to post. I wish I lived a really exciting life and made friends with aliens and other strange creatures, but my mom said no.

haha the little face is cute.

Yeah so yesterday was a day. I had to sell roses and my sisters didnt wake me up so I was late. I hate when they do that stuff to me. Like this morning I was having these intense dreams about Pharmacy and parties and I slept through both alarms. Stupid me ( Read more... )

My turtle died on monday night. I just got home from work and Liz told me that he wasnt moving. I went to pick him up, and his little head flopped around. It didnt fall off, it just sorta flopped. Of course I call Jon to wake him up, because it was his gift to me, and he told me that I was talking the crazy talk and that I needed sleep. Liz ran ( Read more... )

I cannot remember when I last wrote in here. After Christmas I gave up on life for the most part. I skipped going into work and Just stayed home painting my bed room walls green and yellow. Then on New Years Jon talked me into getting drunk. So after faking being sick at work he picked me up and we went out to his friends house where I got trashed ( Read more... )

Its an anniversary. Im not a big fan of them or anything. I mean its just a date, . Im happy though! sweet ( Read more... )

My date is messed up. I somehow end up in january. I mean I like january because its kellys birthday, but other then that I have no real good hold on the month. My hands are always cold. And it snows. It doesnt snow enough though, because I still end up in school. Weekend snow is the WORST EVER. Im not allowed to go outside ( Read more... )

this weekend was nice. I worked. And my grandparents were here. I went to taylors house for a little bit and we had some target phone calls. I payed kady to do my nails. Then Jon was over for a bit and he wrecked my organization... and then he spent an hour or two to fix it all up again. Ive decided not to go to the christmas ball. Yesterday I was ( Read more... )

target wake up calls?!