I feel like shit. After having bronchitis or something bad like that for three weeks now...and i think (hope) its finally getting a little better after spending a week with no sleep from coughing all night...i wake up this morning with pink eye. Yes thats right ladies and gentlemen, my right eye is completely goddam red. Watery. Icky. Red. When it ( Read more... )

I swear...i just dont even know what to do with myself right now. I was really upset yesterday and part of today, but now i don't even know what to think about anything. And boys think that girls are the confusing ones...i have to say the past few days i've had boys taking me through a whole lotta head trips. I dunno...its weird. I have talked to ( Read more... )

oh man. what a night. I'm at emi's house right now, just got back from winter formal. I dont really know what to say. I am confused and upset, but at the same time, i fell almost fine. I just don't get it. I really don't like guys sometimes. Note to self: dont trust em because they'll fuck you over. I know, what a cynical look on life, but the ( Read more... )

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It seems like i usually use livejournal for a sort of rant. Oh well, i guess thats what its good for. I guess i just feel kinda lost right now. Just ahving written that down seems really wrong. Let me correct myself. I actually don't feel lost at all. I feel really strong and capable and i know exactly who i am. The problem is that i'm confused. ( Read more... )

I feel kinda in a stuck place right now. I don't really know. Part of me feels really happy and good about everything in my life right now, and part of me is insecure and on shaky grounds. It is just so hard to tell where things are going sometimes. What i am sure about it that i have wonderful friends, school is pretty good, and boys are for the ( Read more... )

Oh my god. Deep breaths. Today has been such a full and heavy day. After an extremely long day at school , and having to deal with a few people in yearbook not doing their work with our deadline on wednesday, i went to work. I was already exhausted and planning on only working an hour because i have a huge lit test tomorrow which i haven't studied ( Read more... )

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Why is it that when i'm finally starting to feel comfortable in almost all aspects in my life (which hasn't been the case since Mr. Bauer and moi broke up...) something has to go terribly wrong. So my family has pretty much been a constant fight for weeks now. If it isn't my parents its me and my sister or my sister and my parents...you get it ( Read more... )

So i'm gettin back into teh swing of things. Going back to school wasn't quite as bad as i thought it would be except for the whole lack of sleep and waking up at six thrity in the fuckin morning. Yah...it sucks. My sister graduated...its weird not having her at school. she started working 5 days a week at beauty expo on 4th st in SR. Its still ( Read more... )