so today it was 97 degrees. really really hot. it was nice though...we went to the mall, which is very air conditioned and i got a new swim suit. also, something about AZ is that everything has thorns. pretty much all that grows here is cactuses and palm trees, and even the bushes and the flowers have thorns. there isnt any grass either, only ( Read more... )

I am so tired of everyone being so fucking depressed. im tired of reading what people wirte and hearing what people say, and what they tell me about, and just not knowing what to do or what to say. why cant these people just be happy? i have never been depressed, or had low self esteem...until lately, but i wouldnt even call it depressed. i would ( Read more... )

yeah, so im finally in AZ. it is so hot and sunny here it is awesome! my very first flight ever was also verry good. i am glad that i dont have to back to school this week...haha. ok well, nothing has really happened that is that exciting, im just glad that i am here!

I have a sexy nose...lol.

You know i was just thinking....you know what feels really good? i mean really really good? im talking about washing your back. getting so unbelievably clean that you almost squeak with cleanliness. it is amazing lol. especially when you use one of those long back scrubbing brushes that scratch you back...mmmmmmmm. my shower last night was SO good ( Read more... )

Shes mad at me...and i understand. i know that i said somethings that shouldnt have been said. i am so sorry. i didnt mean to. when she told about what she did, i didnt know what to do. i dealt with it with possibly the worst--but the only way that i knew how. i talked. i talked to probably the worst person possible. i dont know why i did it. i ( Read more... )

I am so excited because i am going to Arizona for spring break to see Katherine!!!! i miss her so much, and i finally get to see her. it is really exciting, and i have never been on a plane before. its kind of scary sounding, but at least, if theres an earthquake while im up there i wont feel it! lol. i am going to kill mr. preacher because ( Read more... )

This week i have learned a lot about not only myself, but those around me. i have learned that i cant hate myself for mistakes i have made, or things i have done that i regret. i have learned that there are people in this world that lie, and cheat. i have learned that sometimes you dont find out who people really are until you get to know them for ( Read more... )