I can't believe I may be leaving for good in two weeks....

My life has been touched and changed in so many ways since coming to this school. I am going to miss everyone so much.

dude! I am not a paper person. I am no longer an econ person. But I just spent all day writing and am up to page seven of my eight-ish page paper on immigration. Its the first paper that I have had to write this semester, seeing as I am only taking computers and math classes aside from this econ class. I must say I am quite proud of myself. I hope ( Read more... )

I think confrontation may work well for me. If I just keep convincing myself that I need to, I will get into the habit. Wouldn't that be amazing.

Dear piano players ( Read more... )

Just had an open, honest conversation with someone near and dear to me. It was, at least I think it was, really good. Sometimes we only really realize things about ourselves when we vocalize them. I have been thinking about my relationships with others a lot lately, especially my sexual ones. I had kind of previously decided that I didn't want to ( Read more... )

I am not the first one with the gossip, but I'll admit I am guilty of listening to and passing on my fair share of it. I am not sure what it is about gossip that is so appealing, or why I find myself involved in it. I wish I could stay out of it. I wish I had the ability to say, no I really don't want to hear what is going on. Hopefully I will be ( Read more... )

missing her a little too much for my own good

I'm back in california for spring break. They tell you it is supposed to be a break, but I have so much on my mind that it only feels like time to think about all those pressing issues that I didn't have time for in the business of classes. I am spending the weekend at my grandmothers with my family and will probably spend the whole time stressing ( Read more... )

Wow, this has been an intense day...

Its that time of year, midterms, hellweek, customs committee, yearbook, relationship stress, family problems, and I'm sick. I skipped class today to try and sleep my way to better health, but woke myself up every few minutes coughing. Turns out that I have an exam on wednesday in one of the classes I missed and my prof emailed me because I have ( Read more... )