I am so drained. I've been taking 3 courses this semester, which is now half way through. On top of that, the past week, I've picked up one 7 hour day, and one 9 hour day. Next week, I work all week, 9 hours a day, excluding monday  due to the combined holiday thta celebrate the founder of the country and the man who abolished slavery. Not only do ( Read more... )

Serusly, I'm freakin losing my mind. My whole family is starting to crumble around me. This is supposed to be the happiest freakin time of my life. Pssshhhht. Yeah, right. I find out that my mom probably isn't coming to my wedding- fine, whatever. Its her choice. Then Dannys mother decides to take everyone out to dinner (my famiily included). So, I ( Read more... )

I'm having a REALLY bad day preceded by a REALLY bad nights sleep. 'Nough said.

I feel so alone. I have people all around me and there is never a dull moment, but just because you aren't alone doesn't mean that you aren't lonely.

Danny's been gone for far too long. I hate this. The same thing happens every time he goes away for his job. His boss tells him that it's a one to two week job. He makes sure that's all it will be. ( Read more... )

okay, so first of all, when it rains, it always seems to pour. The brakes on my mothers car, which is our only mode of transportation at this present time, have been making htis horrible sound. Yes, I'm aware that grinding brakes usually means metal on metal and usually requires a change of pads and rotors. However, these are back drum brakes, not ( Read more... )

In 1975, the Khmer Rouge seized power in Cambodia, beginning a four-year reign of terror which killed one million Cambodians. The nation's infrastructure, agricultural base and spirit were broken ( Read more... )

I can't start to explain exactly how much I hate money. It's essential to have so you can get the bacis nessesities in life, however, more often than not, there isn't enough of it. Money for us is finally starting to come in where we can start to catch up with our bills. But then, tehre is school, which i have no idea how I'm gonna pay for, since ( Read more... )

happy birthda y to my husband... only he isnt here. he's a few hundred miles away, working his rear off, and not knowing when he's coming home.
:( Not fair. I hate his job.

Omigoodness, I don't even know what to dao. I am losing my mind. I never realized how valuable it was to have Danny take care of the little ones while I did the dishes, cleaned the bathroon, or even took a shower. Everytime i turn around, there is a child whining at my heels. No doubt I love my kids, but this is getting to me. And he isn't supposed ( Read more... )

Today was Jacobs first Chirstmas sing along. We had a great time. Some of his friends from his preschool classroom came. It kills me to know that he's growing up so fast. It's weird though, cause sometimes I want him to grow up and others I want him to be young forever. I love that he goes to preschool, that he's learning and growing  in every ( Read more... )