i am not a pretty girl ( Read more... )

Grandpa lost his battle last night around 8 pm. My Dad said he stopped breathing for a full minute and didn't start up again. His heart kept beating for an hour after he passed away though, which is very unusual. I will miss that man with all of my heart. He was the only Grandfather I knew, and my Dad always said him and I had the same personality ( Read more... )

It's weird and sad watching someone you love dying right in front of your eyes and knowing there is nothing you can do about it...

I kissed my Grandpa on the forehead tonight, knowing that was probably the last time I would see him alive.

Damien Rice - "Rootless Tree"What I want from you is empty your head ( Read more... )

Bad trip last night (literally), something about how fucked up and corrupt the government is, and how we probably only really use 10% of our brain. I'm sure watching "Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas" had something to do with it.

but friday was amazing,

who woulda thought 10 years later I'd run into him? we rode the bus together in middle school.

Time heals pain in almost every instance ( Read more... )

I really like this new-found way of living life day to day that has overtaken me ( Read more... )

Guess who got a job offer?!?

Julies boyfriend, Josh, was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder. Who would have thought? He always seemed like an very outgoing and happy person ( Read more... )

it's crazy how things always seem to circulate right back to Daren. he's always been there for me when I'm at my lowest, down-and-out points in my life whether I like it or not. it's been like that for the past 6 years. and while I'm definitely not in love with him and i can proudly say I am completely over him...I know we will never stop being ( Read more... )