Title: Confessing is hard enough without being ignored
Pairing: Kyusung, ninja Eunhae
Rating: Pg-13
Disclaimer: I'm from Ohio...not too many hot korean idols to own or make money of off. So do you think I'm doing that with these boys?...didn't think so
Summary: Kyuhyun hasn’t been able to spend anytime with Yesung to confess and time is running out before SJ M goes China again.
"Hyung, have you seen Yesung?" Kyuhyun asked Leeteuk when they got back to the dorms after their Super Junior M practice. The leader had gone down to the eleventh floor dorm to pick up Eunhyuk for Sukira.
"Sorry Kyu, he left a few minutes ago."
"Did he say where?"
"No, just said he wanted to walk around for a bit. Don’t worry he’ll be back soon. Unless Eunhyuk and I get home from Sukira before he does, just relax." The leader gave Kyuhyun a reassuring pat on the back before he and Eunhyuk left for their radio program. The magnae sighed and headed into the kitchen where Ryeowook was making a light dinner since they didn’t get the chance to eat dinner during their schedule.
"Did you find Yesung hyung?"
"No. Teukie hyung said he left to take a walk just before we got in." Wookie placed a plate in front of him, hoping a little food would cheer the youngest up a bit. He also called Sungmin into the kitchen to eat.
"With our SJ M schedules we haven’t been home at the same time as him in a while, and when we should be, he leaves right before we get back. Did you do something to upset him?" Sungmin asked.
"I don’t think so. I’ve been trying to talk with him for the last week, but he hasn’t even responded to my texts. You share a room with him Wookie, has he been different when you see him?"
"He’s often listening to his music and is on his computer. Haven’t really had the chance to talk much, which is kinda sad cause we used to talk a bit before going to sleep."
Kyuhyun moved his plate of barely eaten food before laying his head down on his arms. He knew something was bothering Yesung but with the older never being around, there was no way for him to figure our what it was. The older two gave worried glances to their youngest member before quietly finishing their dinner. Sungmin left to listen to Sukira for a bit before going to sleep while Ryeowook cleaned up the kitchen. When he finished he convinced Kyuhyun to at least move into the living room instead of possibly falling asleep on the kitchen table and joined him in watching some TV. Kyuhyun kept glancing over at the clock getting worried as it got closer and closer to midnight. When midnight came, there was no sign of Yesung yet, and Leeteuk and Eunhyuk would be home in about an hour. Ryeowook excused himself to go to bed, stopping to turn off Sungmin’s radio as the older had fallen asleep listening to it. Getting tired of waiting, Kyuhyun grabbed his coat and decided to go find Yesung himself hoping nothing had happened to the older. It didn’t take him long as Yesung was just sitting on a swing at the nearby park, listening to his mp3 player not even realizing that Kyuhyun had shown up. The magnae took a seat on the swing next to Yesung, and just waited for him to notice he was there.
"I guess you found me. The others worried about me being out late by myself?" He asked not even looking over at the other.
"No, they all just told me not to worry. I was tired of waiting for you to come back to the dorms and wanted to find you myself. None of the hyungs know I left."
"You shouldn’t do that, they’ll start freaking out when you’re all of a sudden gone."
"I can take care of myself, and well it’s your fault."
"My fault? How is it my fault, you decided to sneak out?"
"Because when there is actually time when we both don’t have schedules, you’re always leaving before I get the chance to talk with you. We’ve had very little time together since M has started working on our comeback and it’s pissing me off. Why are you avoiding me?"
"I’m not avoiding you...specifically. I just want some alone time, so technically I’m avoiding everyone." Yesung stood up and started walking away, but stopped when he heard the younger following. "Just go back to the dorms, Kyu. I’ll be back soon." Kyuhyun knew better then to follow, as Yesung walked off towards the other end of the park, if he did it would only make Yesung more upset. Sighing he watched the older until he disappeared in the darkness and then headed off in the other direction towards home. Once he walked in the door he saw Eunhyuk and Leeteuk talking quietly in the living room, but stop when they heard him.
"Kyuhyun, where were you? Where’s Yesung? Why aren’t you sleeping? You have early schedules tomorrow, and you need to be as well rested as you can for them." The leader attacked the youngest with a bunch of questions before he could even say hello.
"Yesung wasn’t back so I went looking for him."
"And?" Eunhyuk placed a hand on the oldest’s shoulder.
"Calm down hyung, let him explain."
"He was over at the park. He said he wanted to be alone, and ordered me to go home, saying he would be back soon." Kyuhyun was about to go to his room but Leeteuk stopped him.
"So I take it you didn’t get to confess to him."
"How did you know that?"
"One, I’m the leader, I need to know what’s going on. Two, Sungmin and Wookie were talking about it."
"I should have never let those two know." He complained as he stormed into his room, careful enough not to wake the two sleeping.
~
Unfortunately Kyuhyun fell asleep very quickly after he went to bed so he didn’t hear if Yesung made it home all right. Eunhyuk, Sungmin and Ryeowook were already up eating breakfast by the time Kyuhyun made it into the kitchen. Wookie gave the youngest a plate and reassured him that the oldest member in their dorm was fast asleep in his room.
"Hey why don’t you ask manager hyung if you can go home a few minutes early before Yesung has the chance to leave?" Eunhyuk suggested finally knowing why the magnae had been trying to get in touch with Yesung for the last week.
"Hyung wouldn’t let me leave early just to meet with Yesung. Anyone know Leeteuk hyung’s schedule today?"
"No but they have everyone’s schedules’ written down upstairs, so ask Siwon or Donghae."
"Ask me what, Hyukie?" Donghae asked walking into their kitchen and sitting on Eunhyuk’s lap, who instantly wrapped his arms around the younger’s waist.
"Kyu wants to know what Teukie’s schedule is."
"All I know is he said he had to get up at seven."
"Thanks. I’ll be right back." Kyuhyun took one more bite of his breakfast before running upstairs passing Siwon on the way. Quickly finding a piece of paper and pen, he wrote a note and left it where he was certain their leader would find it when he woke up before going back to his dorm.
"You ready to go?"
"Yeah I just left Leeteuk a note." With that the group all left for their morning schedule.
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Later during their lunch break, Sungmin and Ryeowook were listening in on Kyuhyun’s phone call with Leeteuk, trying to figure out what the magnae was planning with their leader.
"You can set it up, right? And he won’t be able to leave? Thanks hyung." The magnae smiled to when he closed his phone before he turned to his eavesdropping hyungs. "What do you want?"
"We want to know what you’re planning."
"How are you going to get Yesung?"
"Are you going to confess tonight?"
"I am not telling you guys anything."
"WHAT!? Why not?" They yelled in unison earning stares from the crew and their bandmates.
"Because I don’t need the whole band to know."
"Too late, we already know." ZhouMi shouted from the other side of the room, with nods from the others.
"Fine, Teukie is making sure Yesung doesn’t leave tonight and also picking up a few things for me."
"Like what?"
"That is a secret. If you want to help, stay out of the dorm for a while. Just hang out on the twelfth floor."
"Ohh fine. Are you sure you don’t want me to cook you guys a nice dinner?"
"No Wookie, it’s all taken care of."
"Aww fine. You better at least text us whether he says yes or not."
"You’ll find out anyways, so why does it matter?"
"It just does, so as you’re roommate, the moment you get an answer you better be texting." Sungmin threatened.
"Ok, guys time to get back to work." Their manager shouted saving Kyuhyun from the stare of his roommate.
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On the ride home Kyuhyun was fidgeting in his seat not sure whether he was up to completing his plan or calling it off. Fortunately Sungmin and Wookie wanted to see this happen and forced him to the dorm where Leeteuk was waiting outside their door.
"Thanks guys, just go on upstairs." The two tried to protest but the leader just pushed them to the stairs then turned back to Kyuhyun. "You ready?"
"No. The rest of the band seems to know that I like him, what if he knows and that’s why he’s avoiding me?"
"Kyuhyun don’t make this sound like some drama. You know he would confront you about it, if he knew. There has to be something else that has him upset, so just focus on telling him how you feel and then maybe why he’s been distant recently."
"Ok, thanks hyung."
"Alright deep breaths. He’s in his room, and I have you’re dinner set up in the kitchen and here are the couple rings." Leeteuk handed the younger a small ring box with a pair of simple matching sliver rings inside. "You’ll be fine, even if he doesn’t like you back, you guys are too good of friends to let it stop that." Leeteuk gave Kyuhyun a reassuring hug before sending him into the dorm and closing the boor before Kyuhyun could change his mind. Kyuhyun slid the box into his pocket and slowly made his way back to Ryeowook and Yesung’s shared room. The older was sitting on his bed, typing away on his laptop with his headphones on.
"Hey hyung, are you hungry." Surprisingly to Kyuhyun, Yesung managed hear the younger, somewhat.
"Oh hey you guys are back. What did you ask?"
"I asked if you were hungry. We brought back some food."
"Uh sure, I haven’t eaten since lunch. Where are the others?"
"Upstairs."
"Oh. Okay then."
"You seem disappointed."
"No I just had something I wanted to ask Wookie, that’s all."
"Oh." The two went silent neither sure of what to say and decided to just eat the dinner Teukie had carefully prepared. After a while Kyuhyun got tired of the silence and fiddling with the box in his pocket. "Hey hyung? Do you like me?"
"Of course, you know that. Why would you think I didn’t?"
"I mean how much do you like me? I know we’re friends but I think I like you more then that. I’ve been trying to tell you this past week but you’ve been gone. And I’m pretty sure I do, cause the longer I’ve had to think about it, the more I’ve worried about what your reply would be."
"Kyu."
"And it’s really weird because you normally don’t like being alone and yet you keep making sure you’re alone."
"Kyuhyun, do you remember when they first announced you guys would be going to China again?"
"Yeah they told us last…week. Is that why you’ve been upset?"
"A bit. I mean if you didn’t notice, once you guys leave, I’m the only one left in our dorm. And when you ask if I like you or not. The other reason for being alone is so I wouldn’t push you into the nearest wall and kiss you until neither of us could breathe. And since I didn’t know how you felt I didn’t want to do something like that and then have you leave the country. It would become awkward."
"I think I would’ve liked it if you had. It would have saved me a lot of time and worrying." Kyuhyun was looking down but gave a slight smirk while playing with the ring box and didn’t notice that Yesung had gotten up until he was standing over the younger. He took one hand and raised Kyuhyun’s chin so they were looking directly at each other.
"So you’re saying if I were to grab you right now and push you into that wall kissing you senseless, you would enjoy it?"
"That is exactly what I’m saying."
The next thing Kyuhyun knew was Yesung grabbed the front of his shirt forcing him out of his chair and then his back hitting the wall and Yesung’s lips on his. The kiss was not gentle either, Yesung bit down on the younger’s lower lip asking for entrance which the magnae quickly agreed to, quickly deepening the kiss as they fought for dominance, that Yesung clearly won. Kyuhyun was glad they were both singers, who could go a while without breathing, because he did not want Yesung to stop, but unfortunately neither could go forever without breathing and the older finally pulled away.
"So, did you enjoy it?" He asked smirking as he waited for the magnae to catch his breath.
"I told you I would. So does this mean you’ll be my boyfriend?" He asked pulling out the couple rings, holding one up for Yesung.
"Do you really need to ask? Now text Minnie and Wookie the good news and meet me back in my room when you’re done." Yesung grabbed the ring and put it on as he headed back towards his room.
"Wait how did you know they wanted me to text them?"
"I was assuming. I know the two of them well enough to know they probably knew about you confessing and that they would want to know the result immediately." He then disappeared into his room, leaving Kyu alone in the kitchen, who quickly pulled out his phone.
To: Wookie, Minnie, Teukie, Hyukie
He said yes. ^^
You’re free to come back to the dorm now
Shutting his phone, he followed the older to his room before the others could make it downstairs. He found Yesung feeding his turtles and had a box next to him he didn’t see earlier.
"So why did you want me to come in here?"
"Because that’s where I had your present. That and these three hadn’t been fed yet." He said gesturing to the box first and then his turtles. He grabbed the box and passed it up to Kyuhyun who had taken a seat on the older’s bed. "I wanted to make sure you got that before you went to China, whether I confessed to you or not. I guess in a way it was suppose to be my confession."
Kyuhyun carefully opened the box, unaware of the two pairs of eyes watching from the door, and pulled out a stuffed animal turtle and a necklace with a music note charm on it.
"Thanks hyung. Did you spray the turtle with your cologne?"
"Yeah, I figured since Wookie says you tend not to sleep well in China, that maybe a familiar scent might help. You also said you liked how it smelled so I didn’t think it could hurt."
"Aww that’s so sweet!" The two in the room turned towards the noise and noticed the door was cracked open.
"Sungmin! Now they know we were listening." Ryeowook sighed and opened the door, deciding there was no point in trying to hide any more.
"Sorry we didn’t want to interrupt. At least I didn’t." He said giving a small glare to Sungmin.
"It’s okay, it’s your room too, Wookie."
"So if the turtle is to remind him of home, what’s the necklace for?" Sungmin asked.
"I just thought he would like it is all. I saw it when I was shopping and decided to buy it."
"Well that’s a boring reason. The turtle has many sweet purposes, it reminds him of home, Yesung, and to help him sleep, but the necklace was just random. That’s no fun."
"Hey, I think it’s sweet. I would like it if my lover, when I get one, would see something and randomly buy it cause they think I would like it."
"That’s cause you’re weird Wookie." The new couple rolled their eyes at the two fighting about the necklace being romantic or not.
"Hey." Kyuhyun said a little harshly to get their attention. "I like the necklace and I’m glad he got it for me. End of discussion." He then yawned and laid down on Yesung’s bed. "Ah so tired."
"Are you taking my bed tonight?"
"I was planning on sharing." Kyuhyun smirked as the other two in the room were forgotten and Yesung climbed into the bed hovering over the magnae.
"You were going to share? Then were you planning on sleeping right away?" Yesung lend down to catch the younger’s lips with his own and slip one hand up his shirt.
Seeing where the couple was headed, Sungmin and Ryeowook decided to leave the room.
"Kyu, I’m sleeping in your bed tonight." Ryeowook hoped the youngest heard him, not that it really mattered, before he closed the door. "Should we tell Eunhyuk if he wants to sleep he should stay with Donghae tonight?"
"Probably. I don’t want to know what’ll happen if we don’t. But hey, I bought that movie we wanted to see yesterday, want to watch it?"
"Yeah, and maybe we can sleep by the time it’s over." The two laughed quietly before heading back to Sungmin and Kyuhyun’s shared room for the night.
AN: OMG my first non Hanchul fic! (I didn't even have Heechul in it.) And this is the longest fic I've ever written with the intention of posting it. I know SJM already left for China so this is a little late, but oh well, I can't control when ideas get into my head. That and the couple of Kyusung moments at ss3 shanghai really made me want to write this. I also made my first gif from a fancam! and made it just in time for this fic! ^^
Tell me what you think.♥