By the end of this summer i will be a much better girlfriend (definitely) and person (probably) just from living with these 5 people ( Read more... )

this summer i am getting a good lesson in when to keep my mouth shut.

I just sang for Ann Reinking.

god it drives me crazy that i don't know where the boy is going at the end of the movie script ending music video WHERE IS HE GOING will he ever come back??

it's like i am constantly begging, striving so hard for attention over your friends. the fact that you haven't called me back screams that your video game and weed are more important to you and that is just not something i need in my life. why would you let somebody get off the fucking phone like that and not call them back you ass ( Read more... )

if you really loved me you'd come over without me asking and wouldnt get off the phone to take more shots

i am worried about and disapointed in so many things in my life at the moment: airports, people, singing, my future, summer, teachers, people people people...airports.

i also cant focus on anything

i don't need this. i really am better than this. i am. i am. i am. i don't need you in my life. you are a fuck up and a half. and i am better than you. i am. i am. i am. fuck. you.

just got do you realize by the flaming lips as a ringtone for my new phone=that is pretty exciting. my life, however, is not!

i'm so damn hard on myself but it's hard not to be. i feel like i should be a lot better at this by now. shouldn't i?