really, really alone.

why do i feel so terribly alone?

i never thought i'd see the day.... props for that one jane..or two..or three?

recently there has been this feeling that has become more and more prominent as spring continues to evolve and i get closer to graduation. It feels good, but its awful to describe. However I will try my best ( Read more... )

i always want everything to be so perfect that sometimes its just really depressing because i know that nothing ever will be.

ever listen to cheap trick? its good stuff. espically that oh so very popular song that i have stuck in my head right now. i just love the way they can just lay it out there all those complicated emotions wrapped up into one simple statement. hm. so youre thinking "she can't be typing this for no reason, those lyrics must somehow be pertinent ( Read more... )

theres a different feeling today
i think its beginning to feel like spring =]
more on that later....

today felt so surreal.
still trying to come to terms with;
what happened,
how it happend,
and whats going to happen
i will never swim again.

this seems to be the theme for the whole year ( Read more... )

there are so many thoughts in my mind right now but I cant seem to spit any of them out ( Read more... )