hm lots to tell but i have no time. i hope that from last year's mistakes i will learn these very important lessons when it comes to men ( Read more... )

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my two closest friends are both on dates. i'm sitting in a microscope cupboard with no windows counting germ cells. for the 14th night in a row. it's sad but i quite love my life at the moment. i am now going to die and come back to life on november 2nd when i'm thesis free and don't have to pick my outfits on what looks best under a lab coat.xoxox

my life has never been as weird as it is at the moment. i feel like i'm watching it all from very far away. really...i don't understand why this is all happening at once. not that it's not exciting. i haven't felt this alive in years, maybe just because i'm flying by the seat of my pants. i'm really a shambles. i feel so connected to everything at ( Read more... )

i hate people that say "it really shows you who your true friends are" but i really feel if i ever had to say that cliched line, now would be the time. it's strange how the people you thought you were probably closest with don't even message you to see if you're ok or say a word to you after they know something major has happened in your life. but ( Read more... )

i find it so strange how quickly life can change. the girl that i hated the most 2 years ago is fast becoming one of my closest friend. i feel so fortunate at the moment to have my friends in my life. also, last week i thought i was the most disappointing honours student in existance. now my supervisor is begging me to do a PHD. which is extremely ( Read more... )

so since being single for the first time in 2 and a half years my life has pretty much fallen into depravity. eating dinner at midnight. straight vodka shots by myself. taking too many prescription pain killers and feeling really happy until i start pouring corrosive chemicals all over the weigh scale and then fall asleep on the honours room couch ( Read more... )

"i was free, but there was nothing exquisite about it"

"You see it, Igby? I feel this great, great pressure coming down on me. It's constantly coming down on me. It's crushing me."

today is the greyest i have had in a long time