well, you're being the same kind of confusing that you profess to hate, and it's completely bewildering to me ( Read more... )

1. friday= MY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!!! i'm now in my 19th year, kids. it's awesome. best birthday i could've asked for. FOUR cakes, from shannon, leslie and christina, doug and marina, and adorable heather. ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW - very sexy. flowers from a 'secret admirerer'. 2nd night of OUR TOWN ( Read more... )

i don't think boys are supposed to be this confusing.

1. oh my god, it's true. theater is eating my life. i spent very close to TWELVE HOURS today doing Our Town crap. so you better all be planning to come see it. pay special attention to the schoolchildren, the choir, the wedding-goers, and the mourners (that's me ( Read more... )

FSU application = DONE!!

so why don't I feel more accomplished?

listen.
this really shouldn't be so complicated. this should be fun, and exciting.

so i guess i really need to get the hell out of Florida.

if i don't get into Tisch, i really will die.

[yeah. good to be back on lj. sorry first post in a while is so cryptic....maybe you should keep up with my LIFE, MAN :)]

WHY DON'T YOU FUCKING GET USED TO THE IDEA THAT I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL IN NEW YORK, THAT I WANT TO STUDY THEATRE, AND THAT THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT?

I'M GOOD AT WHAT I DO, I CAN GET SCHOLARSHIPS, AND IT DOESN'T MEAN I'M FUCKING LIMITING MYSELF.

SO SHUT UP.

why can't I go to college, tooooooooo??????

someone please take me with you.

i just want to be at Tisch, or Purchase, or NCSOA, or SOMEWHERE, and take acting classes all day.

i might throw some dance and English in there, just for kicks.

1. think about having a ringing in your ears...nonstop. think about how it puts your teeth on edge, and your whole body tenses up without you realizing it. think about how much it makes you want to scream ( Read more... )

OMIGOODNESS, OMIGOODNESS!!

my audition for Our Town went astoundingly well today.
"they like me! they really like me!"

annnnnnnddddd.....
i got a callback.
shhh!
don't ask me how i know - i've been sworn to secrecy.

i can't even express how completely over the moon i am about this.
i just read the whole play. v. sad, BUT SO GOOD.

don't say ( Read more... )