Spent thanksgiving in upstate New York. Stayed at my second cousins's house across from Colgate University. I woke up to snow on Friday morning. It was gorgeous.

I slept over Deb's last night. I thought I was only babysitting Deb's 3 kids but it turned out to be her kids and her sister's 3 kids. Ian and Joe came over and helped me calm the little ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore! Your driving me crazy and bringing me down.

You make me want to cry.

Be very careful how you live--not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Ephesians 5:15-16

How true, how true. The days are evil and if you're not careful, you can get sucked into Satan working through others around you. I really feel the need to write and vent about this so I will. There's someone I ( Read more... )

i love my first graders! we learned about Johnathan and King Saul today...how fun. then we played with Chandler the Chicken (which, by the way, i made up the name...) and then we went to sing for the little children's choir. and when we got back...we made christmas cards. what a productive sunday morning!

i wanna go to the mall today. get some new clothing...and buy my sister a birthday present.

i'll call stel. we need to hang out. hah

if i could tell you one thing,
i wouldn't know what
to say.
i'd want you back
but you can't come back.
you just can't
i wish i could change this,
oh how i wish.
if i could see you again,
i wouldn't know what
to say.

best friends means
forever
and i thought that's what
you said.

no longer can i stand it...i miss you so friken much!!
come back...pleaseee come back. we need you....I NEED YOU!
it's no longer a joke...everything's so screwed up, and the person
you left us with is a screw ball herself. goddamnit!
get your ass back here! i miss you like noooo tomorrow.
i love you foreverrr.

this shit isn't funny...

it never was. and it never will be.

EVER!

Do you know how it feels ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here in the media center during 7th period talking to courtney and eating some sour skittles. mm my fav. i have a huge english essay due next period...ugh it sucks. i had to write it on depression in adolescent males because we read catcher in they rye and the main character is like 16 and majorly depressed. i just put tons and tons ( Read more... )