no one talks to her, she feels so alone
she's in too much pain to survive on her own
the hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife
she writes on her arm wants to give up her life
each day she goes on is a day that she's brave
fighting the lie that giving up is the way
each moment of courage her own life she saves
when she throws the pills out a ( Read more... )

fun youth group today. we went on a hike in hamden and then went to get something to eat from a diner.

i <3 you errin....sorry bout lucian. the one that tasted like the stale m&m's in pastor heather's house. haah

mason, mason, guess what just happened!!?....how much of this do you have to drink before you die?....clean this shit up trace!....nothing, lifeguard boy....that's how you get a bladder infection you child abuser....that, that is a tounge ring...

( since when did medina have a ghetto booty? )

rent-a-senior day gives me a headache...too many tall people dressed like carnival freaks. woah, what a day. never again...

...untill next year of course. haha

i burned a few cds today for this girl ashley that goes to my mom's school (was previously my mother's student)...ashley's mom almost killed her and her father is addicted to everything ( Read more... )

okay, yah know what? just fucking leave! LEAVE!!!

NOW! get away from me....i promise, if you leave now

i'll forget....i will.

i hate this feeling.

such an akward day. i didn't like it...
especially that 62 i got on my chemistry test.

i'm gonna puke.

"...yeah so she grew up in massachusetts, on a farm. with cows. and pigs."
"did they go moo? did the chickens go mooooo?
"...sure."

ha! courtney i loveee you! ...damn star of david. lmao

cat, im a kitty cat, and i dance dance dance dance dance dance....lmao!!

guess who's going to the junior cotillion?

....haha meee. joe henry invited me to go as friends. ha. i get to buy a pretty dress.

woot.

amazing night...thank you sooo much numc. i love you all to death.

yeah my team definetly rocked tonight! haha the cat was our bonus lmao.

meg braun....i love you so much.

today i went to the wilderness program thing with the trumbull counseling center with amber today. it was really fun! :) we were at the corn maze that's on daniel's farm road and me and amber cheated and walked through the corn stalks. haha ...then we finished first and waited like 20 minutes untill everyone else came out. haha robin (a counselor i ( Read more... )