hmm i guess its time for an update. lets see has anything interesting happened to me...so far things with me and angel have been good. weve been getting along all week. he installed the sims 2 on my computer that game is SOOO fun. thank you angel! anyway. Im on the swim team now. which should be interesting seeing as how im the least athletic ( Read more... )

So yesterday was me and angels 1 year anniversary. it was the best anniversary ever. it was awesome. in the morning i left a box of chocolates on his car and a note. then he left a note with a picture that he drew of jack and sally from nightmare before christmas holding hands and it says "now and forever" its so cute! and there was a big candy bar ( Read more... )

SOOO after a lot of crying and moping around...Thanks to my friend Becca, me and Angel are back together again! its nice. I missed him. that was to many tears for me to handle. Ive been sick all week. after i got back from hawaii i got this really bad cold and it wont go away now i cant stop coughing! it sucks really bad. But today was good. I went ( Read more... )

ahhhh this sucks so bad. Angel keeps telling me these things. and i keep wanting to cry and wanting to hurt. but i wont let myself. so its all building up. everytime he says something that hurts me or something i just turn on a happy song and start doing something else. then he says something else hurtful, and it kills me more but i just absorb it ( Read more... )

So heres how angel feels about me. It makes me cry really bad. He said that it makes him think of me. I just wanted to cry right there but i didnt wanna embarrass myself. Its a song called Valerie by Reel Big Fish ( Read more... )

This whole angel thing really sucks. But i think that im starting to accept it. If he wants to move on then i cant stop him. Even though i would love to have him back. I think i need to back off and let him live his life. no matter how much it hurts me.

oh my god lonelyness sucks. I hate it. I hate feeling this way. Why wont it end? when will it end?

I never said I'd lie and wait forever ( Read more... )

It was 3 a.m. when you woke me up ( Read more... )

Well me and angel are offically over now. Im really really really hurt. I guess that i will just have to get over it. I dont want to though. november 11th would be our 1 year. but now hes gone. I miss him so bad already. man. how come whenever you learn a lesson it has to hurt so bad. I honestly have no idea how the heck im ever going to be able to ( Read more... )