Moving on...

[littleravyn]

Despite all attempts; I will never finish college. Ever. Well, maybe not ever but it seems so far away. Right now I'm just praying for some pity from above (in the education department) and a winning lottery ticket (would probably help if we actually bought lottery tickets

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[dechanique]

Good luck! I'm on the 10 year plan for my art degree. The weather has been crazy here too- one day it's 70 the next day it's 55. Crazy!

[littleravyn]

lol I feel like I'm on the 20 year plan. :oP

[rzezidizz]

::hugs::
you will.

Move somewhere else...where I can function at a normal level (This means that if it must be cold it does so gradually and then warms up gradually. I can't take much more of this hot-cold-warm-cold-cool-hot NC weather.) The weather here has caused several crying fits and mini-breakdowns on my part.
Oh no! I don't think I've ever noticed that normal weather isn't this way. In fact, I think I like it. I'm sorry it's distressing.

Have another child since the foster/adoption thing isn't flying with Pablo
Yeah, Santi's not keen on it either.

Low self-esteem won't kill you, will it?
It can. But a boob job is an operation on the breasts, not the self esteem. ;)

You will do all these things. Maybe you would like to get there faster, but that frustrating waiting/working toward time is what life is made of, as you well know.

::more big hugs::

[littleravyn]

I really believe that having boobs (of any size) (because right now I have breasts the size of a 12 year old - boy) will make me feel better about myself. It's so shallow. Having a small/flat chest never bothered me because I had a curvier bottom half. After having and nursing two children my breasts are smaller than ever and my hips are gone as well. (Now someone please explain how pushing out a child makes the hips smaller???)

I'm thinking the aversion to foster/adoption may be somewhat cultural. Pablo agreed to go to the foster parent classes with me just to get a better idea of the whole concept but when he found out we had to do paperwork for the classes he bailed out and "can't remember" ever saying he would go. :o( This is something (given my personal upbringing) that is very important to me...enough so that when he recanted his offer to attend the classes I thought, "well, maybe we'll get divorced." I didn't mean the thought but it popped in there anyway.

Thank you for the hugs. I needed them.

just my thoughts

[londonlover02]

First of all, I said on LJ two years ago that I am back and now I am saying it again!!! And this time I mean it

[hijabiamma]

I think we all dream about finishing college in a timely manner. And boy do I wish I weighed anything around 95 pounds.
And I want a boob job too, but am going to wait until I am in my thirties. I mean, who wouldn't want too cool boobs to look hot in all the time? Well worth the money, honey ;)

my roommate just visited Chili, her husband is from there. The weather is really nice at this time of year down there.