update. for those of you who haven't been keeping track i finished my first year, relatively confident, plan to move out for second year in september into jesmond and tomorrow take off to california for a week. and my birthday is swiftly approaching next month; this is a direct order to clear your calender for the 14th of july. it's not an ( Read more... )

There's too much to squash into this little box. boy, good boy, bad boy, bad boy, work, too much , too little, not enough money in either, not enough in holiday, not enough holiday, stress head, bad timing, better make time people, better make head people. head, holiday, money, boys, work, stress. and if you have to ask you'll never know, so why

got this healthy living stuff is everywhere innit? i do need to make an effort i think. ive been trying to fix my life one bit at a time and ... i'm happy with what i got really but i don't seem to be making much more progress. should go walking more. maybe learn how to swim. get my back waxed before i do that. be nice about it, i hate my ( Read more... )

sleep. funny thing aint it? woke up at like 8 wednesday morning coz i though ti had work at ten. turns out i wasnt due in till 3. so glad i looked at my calender before i left. but u know once i got up i wasnt really tired. even though i had less than eight hours sleep. today, ended up in bed till like four ish this afternoon and felt tired. ( Read more... )

so after like one of the worst shifts ever on sunday im a wound a little tight to be honest but otherwise im still good. life is good. need anew job though... ought to get on with that at some point. bah, i'll get there eventually. short entry but to be honest since im not at uni not a lot of very exciting hsit is happening.

so all christmas i have been desperately clinging to my sanity. monday i finished my exam and now i don't have to stay sane anymore. i can give up, freedom! got out of my exam at four and was drinking from then till sometime yesterday morning. i feel so much better now, a little rock and roll and a certain groovy chick might care to put it. i ( Read more... )

i figure i'd like to write more here. of course as always i'd just like to write more. but this shall do for now. i managed to hand my essay in today. weber be damned its done. well ok, its handed in, not technically the same thing. now i get to study for my exam. tried to take a belt back too. was too long but didnt have any left, i'll ( Read more... )

Heavens it's been a while eh boys? does anyone ever even read this anymore? remember when i first got this and i updated like every day. lived major events out on this infernal machine, bursts of creativity, manic depression, stress, excitement. chronicled major events. met people. some of the coolest people i know actually. hmm, suppose im ( Read more... )

songs that remind me of you: since you been gone and suger we're going down
random thing i miss: how cute you are when your totally pissed

...he said it was one of the best he'd marked. actually he said it was the best but that would be bragging. structure and balance were good and ive got good potential to make it a lot better next time. woo.