Given up.
There were two girls hurriedly walking alongside the sidewalk. Too angry, too worried to even care about the safety of where they should walk. Only one phone call and two words can make these two worry so much.
There was this awful feeling in Goo Hara's stomach while she was getting ready to leave the studio for tonight with her group members. Suddenly that awful feeling grew more intense as she heard his ringtone piercing the air.
"Yeboseyo? ..Seunghyunnie?
"Yeboseyo?
"Hara?"
"Liah? Neh. Seunghyun, what's going on?"
"I'm lost.."
-dialtone-
They knew this was connected to them. To Big Bang. They knew he was able to pull this facade and face the world as him. As Seungri. They knew that it wouldn't last forever until he breaks. It was long enough.
Goo Hara and Xi Liah didn't care how cold it was or how far they walked. They only knew where their destination was. YG Entertainment.
~~~~
After their countless interviews that week. Only one subject was the same, ignore Seungri. He couldn't understand what he does to deserve getting scolded from his hyungs. What he did understand was that
Choi Seunghyun, never seems to want to listen or care for a word that comes out of his mouth anymore.
Kang Daesung, never seems to want to smile that much at him anymore.
Dong Youngbae, never seems to comfort and give advice to him anymore.
and YG, never seems to think that he'll ever be ready.
but..it's Kwon Jiyong, that does seem like he's giving up on him, on their love.
Of course he understands. He understands that Big Bang no longer needs him, a boy who will never be ready. A boy like Hyunseung. Who will listen to his hyungs and not embarrass them. They don't want Seungri. A neighbor.
~~~~
As soon as they reach the building, they spot YG with 2ne1 and Big Bang; missing one. All laughter and talk ceased when the sound of their heels clacked menacingly towards them. From their eyes, they could see the faint touches, glances, and smiles between Taeyang and G-Dragon. YG then stood up to start a greeting.
"Hara, Liah. Nice to see you both, what are you both doing he-"
"YG. You failed." Hara spoke, along with Liah they both headed towards Big Bang's dorm. Closer to Seunghyun.
Following closely behind them were the despicable group that called themselves the YG Family. Soon they reached the door, as Liah headed first to go in; sick of the betrayal that G-Dragon did just for Taeyang.
Once everyone stood inside the dorm, they all sensed a change in the room. Something didn't feel right. They realized that something was missing. Keeping an eye on Hara and Liah, they watched as they headed to someone's room. Seungri's room. They saw some slight dark coloring on the floor and they all hustled slowly to follow the direction of where the girls went. What they saw. What they felt. What they realized was missing--Lee Seunghyun.
Turning away from the horrible sight in the room, both Hara and Liah looked at Kwon Jiyong, Kang Daesung, Choi Seunghyun, Dong Youngbae and whispered, "Big Bang. You failed."
Lee Seunghyun, Goo Hara, and Xi Liah knew only three things.
They knew this was going to happen. That Big Bang would finally give up on Seungri and eventually Seunghyun.
They knew that his two best friends would keep his promise. To stay away until the end was over.
They knew, and now everyone knew. That He was now dead.
There was this awful feeling in Goo Hara's stomach while she was getting ready to leave the studio for tonight with her group members. Suddenly that awful feeling grew more intense as she heard his ringtone piercing the air.
"Yeboseyo? ..Seunghyunnie?
"Yeboseyo?
"Hara?"
"Liah? Neh. Seunghyun, what's going on?"
"I'm lost.."
-dialtone-
They knew this was connected to them. To Big Bang. They knew he was able to pull this facade and face the world as him. As Seungri. They knew that it wouldn't last forever until he breaks. It was long enough.
Goo Hara and Xi Liah didn't care how cold it was or how far they walked. They only knew where their destination was. YG Entertainment.
~~~~
After their countless interviews that week. Only one subject was the same, ignore Seungri. He couldn't understand what he does to deserve getting scolded from his hyungs. What he did understand was that
Choi Seunghyun, never seems to want to listen or care for a word that comes out of his mouth anymore.
Kang Daesung, never seems to want to smile that much at him anymore.
Dong Youngbae, never seems to comfort and give advice to him anymore.
and YG, never seems to think that he'll ever be ready.
but..it's Kwon Jiyong, that does seem like he's giving up on him, on their love.
Of course he understands. He understands that Big Bang no longer needs him, a boy who will never be ready. A boy like Hyunseung. Who will listen to his hyungs and not embarrass them. They don't want Seungri. A neighbor.
~~~~
As soon as they reach the building, they spot YG with 2ne1 and Big Bang; missing one. All laughter and talk ceased when the sound of their heels clacked menacingly towards them. From their eyes, they could see the faint touches, glances, and smiles between Taeyang and G-Dragon. YG then stood up to start a greeting.
"Hara, Liah. Nice to see you both, what are you both doing he-"
"YG. You failed." Hara spoke, along with Liah they both headed towards Big Bang's dorm. Closer to Seunghyun.
Following closely behind them were the despicable group that called themselves the YG Family. Soon they reached the door, as Liah headed first to go in; sick of the betrayal that G-Dragon did just for Taeyang.
Once everyone stood inside the dorm, they all sensed a change in the room. Something didn't feel right. They realized that something was missing. Keeping an eye on Hara and Liah, they watched as they headed to someone's room. Seungri's room. They saw some slight dark coloring on the floor and they all hustled slowly to follow the direction of where the girls went. What they saw. What they felt. What they realized was missing--Lee Seunghyun.
Turning away from the horrible sight in the room, both Hara and Liah looked at Kwon Jiyong, Kang Daesung, Choi Seunghyun, Dong Youngbae and whispered, "Big Bang. You failed."
Lee Seunghyun, Goo Hara, and Xi Liah knew only three things.
They knew this was going to happen. That Big Bang would finally give up on Seungri and eventually Seunghyun.
They knew that his two best friends would keep his promise. To stay away until the end was over.
They knew, and now everyone knew. That He was now dead.